? Thursday, January 28, 2010
Wed 27 Jan
Went to watch Tooth fairy wif er jie @ amk hub..wow, is really a funny show sia...
We buy bubble tea, di gua inside. lol, shy~~~ i drink champage nia~
Is a nice show ~~!! ppl who haven watch can go watch ya ^_^
Thur 28 Jan
Har ChOooo~ middle of the nite kip sneezing, wake up also kip sneeze. until i reach officce, i think i sneeze n flu until my voicce changeeeee. "sexy voice" ;shy...
lol... den i feel feverish, cough, flu... wah, 1 morning i think i drank at least 2bottles of water.
Feel like dehydrating sia..
Den i think my mood comes again sia.. same old things happen. really ma de. lol, me again.
Oh ya, today morning i ate 1 pkt of vegetarian bee hoon. afternoon i feel very hungry, everytime i flu i feel very hungry. so i ate 1 pkt char kway tiao + papaya. ;shyy.. my coll also shock, i ate so much. den hor, after lunch i go find shifu.
I kip pestering her teach me do the heart shape keychain, coz i promise learn liao gif it to ppl de.. but after several days tries, shifu stil can't get it.... ;sobss.. den i tel shifu i go bugis there buy the sample we saw, den let her go yan jiu.. easier bah...
hmm i shall make my way to illuma one of this days.
den shifu say, she teach me learn other things 1st, so today hor, i learn how to make slipper!
keke, very cute.but dunoo issit becos i sick, i watch her do til i wan fall asleep. last time i wun de. maybe coz of my fever n flu bah~~ meanwhile i suddenly tot dao, oh dear, i forget tel erjie i brb, coz i see the time is like 230-245 le. die, den boss also gt come finance see me learn the things, den i very ps tel boss, wait ar. abit more jiu hao le... den boss laugh n go back to warehse. sobss
go back, i say the wrong things out again, make er jie mood. sigh~ not gu yi de. coz i think she waited very long, den i nv tink properly jiu say out the cannot say word, cry! wo bu shi gu yi de.
Den war start again lo... plus i nv gif in, nv think properly jiu say :( i noe too late oncce words is typed out. Same thing happen again n again. faint. i so pc... go toilet also dun wan look into the mirror, really ma de.
Same pattern, she after awhile as per usual lo, funny like nth happen. **guilty**
i OT til 650pm. den er jie call me, say if by 7 i nv go hm, sat jiu dun go out. i waS like huh!!
faint. den i kj, close all docs, den kip , off switch, close warehse shutter, den go finance rm put key, den faster get out of the building. all happens within 5mins. pro me... faint sia.
Coz i was thinking, wahhhhh tis sat er jie treat me mac fries!! lol, den maybe can eat mint icce cream! lol, duno y i feel so happy whn gt ppl say wan BRING me go. ;shyyyyyyyy, im a baby~
tats wat i think before i reach hm.
But hor, some things happen after i reach hm... no need say, my fault de. is a standard proccedure i think, for me... i really wan bang wall die... duno y
kip repeat n repeat. each time i think im getting more n more worst ... many things i jus shoot out w/o filter. tu xue.. i make her tu xue, wu nai, no comment, mood, everything la... say liao i also feel like slapping myself go die better.
i dun wan to promise or say anything now. cos i noe say no use. action is the most convincing result bah. best part for me now is.. i nv cry now sia, y? coz i nv feel sad abt myself, im feeling anggry abt myself. seriously, if i haf a fren like me, i sure slap tat person to duno where liao, n ask tis idiot fk off the sight off me.
Fortunate is... tis er jie, haven say tat to me.. i feel im now on the dangerous zone liao, which is anytime i will encounter tis? but 2nd tot, i think she... haiz, too kind...
Sian le, i gt many things wan say de... deep down inside, i gt many things wan share de... i gt many stories to tel de... i gt many things wan do de....
Can i still pour things to her? will she stil willing to listen?
Other than her is dajie, omg, tis dajie, i really no comment. lol
i sms her, 2 days she nv reply. den i sms again, finally she reply. but she ok, still bother to reply me. lol, my other fren say she sms or call her, she nv even reply.
Mus i feell phew~ abt tis? i kip laughing at myself. coz sometimes i really feel tired alone...
Maintaining is really hard. Making frenz, knowing frenz is really a very simple job. Most impt is maintain! omg, i think towards passing marks i still got some way to go neh~
Please gif me many chances, best is unlimited chances, gif me ample time to learn n change.
I think looking back the past n the now me, i really gt change, not alot, but abit.
I tried not to haf tat mentality, towards ppl who haf comments abt my character, (take it or leave it)
Last time de me yes, i always tell ppl tis. now no, i take wat ppl say abt me n i wan to change. but i nd help also.. im not god, not robot=Can key in formulae to program...
Interpersonal skills in virtual world, i think i really nd to improve on it. As for rl de me, im least worried abt it. so far, i think i still can handle n maintain r/s wif ppl well in rl speaks. shy ler, see my face so thick, i look back my post i also wan puke~
1140 le, now im feeling so hot, eat med le, temp is 36.9. ;shyyyy
Wan zzzz le.....
mus say ps & wan an to er jie :( coz whn i say to her, she offline. think she nv c bah.
Er jie mai angry or sian le.....
Can i stil haf fries n ice cream on sat mah? /?_?
I LOVE EUU. 11:01:00 PM
