? Friday, January 22, 2010
Reach hm arn 645pm.
Bath, eat le jiu straight go lay on bed.
Today i gt a very weird n sad feel.
1st time i feel tis.... i think all this outcome, im the main cause.
Jie hao xin share her things wif me, but i nv control my temper n shoot her again... everything is alright until my attitude. :( say finish liao awhile, we go back to normal.
But the more we tok, the more i feel fishy.
Haix. i also duno how to say... Suddnely i feel, jie not gg to care abt me more le mah?
last time de jie will pei me when she noe im alone. will bring me go eat whn i say im hungry.
I noe she no mood also, she explain to me le, i understand also, i think mostly is me again.
She always dote on me alot, i noe de.
Reach hm, dad n mum ask, i tot u say u wan buy mac? i say no ar, dun wan buy le, $6 ex. dad stil say i go buy for u? treat u k?
i say nvm ar, i nt hungry, dun waste ler...
Den i ask mum cook maggiee for me. coz jie kip remind me to haf dinner, so i mus eat. if not nxt time i ssay de things she dun wan to listen liao...
Den i go bath, mum pei me at kitchen eat. Mum suddnely ask me: u quarral wif ur er jie ar?
i say: no ar... then mum say orh ok.
all the while she pei me sit at the kitchen there eat. i nv tel her anything.
So back to jus now say de, after eat le, help dad fix hp de earpiece, then i go buried my head under the pillow.
Think of it, my tears auto drop.
Den i pretend to be slping.. i hear dad ask mum: nu er so early go slp ar?
Mum say duno ler...
:( soon i wil be ok de. coz er jie say whn take pay le jiu bring me go eat steamboat nxt wk. i believe she will bring me go de...
i hope jie Don't ignore me jiu hao le...
ahhhh, now my tears drop like down like hell, i wan go lay on bed le, in case mum saw...
Love all~
J
I LOVE EUU. 8:06:00 PM
