? Sunday, January 17, 2010
i have done something very bad jus now...
i noe wat i haf done is wrong n rather is really wrong to do tat, n im really sry abt my action,
jus some feels suddenly arose n make me go do it...
I tot i haf changed the situation, or rather the __ has been changed becoz of me.. but i was wrong, i think i was totally wrong...
after encounter so many many.... i really tot is coz of me, but in the end, is not.. not me at all...
im really sad n disappointed... time after time, i dun wish to repeat anymore....
Shud i let go? shud i not?
i think is really time for me to let go... Once i let go, i wun hold back anymore...
I noe i will be very sad for quite some times... coz i really put in alot....
Seriously~ all tis while, im really being too tian zhen... think too highly of myself, coz i always tot i very wei da, wah can change __ sia... BUT, it was not at all...
I dun understand y m i always the one been kip in the dark... im being frank to ppl, but y ppl can't do the same to me? i really dislike, really really dun wan...
the whole ___ change not becoz of me.. but is becos of other ppl...
Sigh~ im really really sad tis time.... im really scare tis time ler....
I LOVE EUU. 2:00:00 AM