? Sunday, January 24, 2010
wake up arn 10 plus today.
den feel very sian AGAIN... sian abt ...........,? sian sian sian
These few days so weird, ppl who seldom contact me de, suddenly all surface up.
Got rachel, she ask me next wk mit up? i ask her whn? go where? wif who? (she haven reply me).
Got Nicholas. He MIA for 1mth, since last monthn say wan mit til now, 1mth plus 2 mths,ytd he sms me. But for me, i feel abit tired wif tis type of ppl. I dun like to kip contacting a person, when i feel tat the other party, is like fu yan me only.
He ask me gt miss him? i say ya. den he say wat ya, nth to tok to me?
i reply: wat u wan to tok abt?. den he abit sian den tel me: duno le, nvm u go do ur things.
Den i reply. everytime is i ask u den u reply.u nv ask me. u duno wat to tok to me, wat can i say?
he: aiyo, dun angry kk
me:ok
PS: towards him, i think i nv wan to bother so much. Now is he ask me things den i reply. he nv ask, i wun take initiative to contact him. since in the 1st place is he make our gaps apart, im human gt feelings also, n i dun like ppl to gif me tis type of cold feel, sooner or later i will move away. n for me, whn the feeling of closeness is gone, is quite hard for me to find the feel back again... Seriously, he is 1 of the case, n i dun wish there is anymore tis type of person letting me feel it again... I dun like to haf the feeling tat im disturbing~
Got william. i went out wif him once, n i think i dun wan to mit him le. jus dun feel like... coz 1st impression bah. he sms me ytd. after i think 1-2mths MIA also. lol. for this person, not he mia frm me. is i mia frm him. he kip ask me out, whn free, etc. but i kip reject. till now i also reject.
Sian de... now i think i jus wan faster mth end, den someone can bring me go out eat liao ;WILD
no money tis person dun like to go out de. i tel tis person: i go out also nv ask u pay.
but tis person say cannot~ =_= stubborn...
I dun like to ji jiao wif u abt money matters. Coz to me, eat, go out, how much will it cost? thousands? at the most $50-100 nia mah. n if i ask u to go out, in the 1st place, i nv even think of waiting for u pay to for it.... if i no money i will say de, but now i gt extra de, is the after save money.... n i jus wan ask u pei me go out, also cannot mah?
if i really mind abt money so much, i can jus go out wif those guys n get wat i wan, without me paying a single cent liao~ y i kip call u =_=
I duno alsO~ maybe i selfish bah, nv think of others again... but i noe i can't force also,i dun wan make it in the end is like,after being force den go out lor....
Sometimes jes also like tat. i ask her pei me go out shop, she jus say: shop simi, no money go out also sian. den i say, u pei me go out can anot, i wan buy things, n i gt money, wat u wan buy tel me, i pay for u la. but she insist mai.. den i thinking, not everytime nd to spend money also, window shop also can de... if for eat, no nd to say also, how much can we eat sia.. sian de
sigh~ sometimes i understand, sometimes i dun.
I only wan to find someone whom im comfortable wif, go out wif me, bu ke yi mah? need to be also so xin ku mah (-_-.)
I LOVE EUU. 5:08:00 PM
