算命recently.
-Focus on love more than my work as work side is stable.
Prediction overall quite accurate. I gif it 80% acuracy.
It says abt my character, my work, my life, my past.
I shall do some sharing about my love prediction here.
-For the past 2 years, which is 2010 & 2011, my life is the most down n sad period for my 28yrs. (True)
-between 24-33, tis 10yrs, my love life won't be so smooth. In another word, not suitable for marriage.
-Best is after 33 den get married.
-I might encounter 2 marriage.
-Is better for me to find a 1984 (Rat) or 1978 (Horse). This 2 zodiac will dote on me. I no need worry much .In another words, thy love me more than i love them. 被爱比较幸福.
In my life, 羊(goat) & 马(Horse) is my 贵人
I asked the shifu, wat if nxt time my love is goat? Can mah?
He say can oso, but he wont dote on me. ( i was thinking to myself, quite true oso...haha)
He oso say my future husband will be someone financially stable, earn alot back, 不愁吃不愁穿
养的起我。( I was thinking, if tat time married UL, he can support me until kids grown up... is UL the one for me?)
But thinking back, among my frenz, i think im much much better than them.
Thy die die need work, need support tgt wif hubby.
Their hubby no car, salary oso on par with them. Hse need both to work den can support.
Diff frm me. in some way, im better as compare to them.
Difference is.......... their bf/hubby love them more than mine :( sad
About Work.
Is best I work in industry related to metal/ hardware stuff. 金属.
I was thinking back, tyres, ladder all consider hardware/metal stuff... Wow, so coincidence.
Den i ask shifu, i sell ladder good? Shifu say yes good for me. (hahaha, no wonder we got sales in every week tat time.)
About health
My health no good. Will have 女人病.
Not only this shifu told me this, last time see other fengshui shifu or palm reading shifu, all say same thing.
I guess is my life ba...
More or less i know myself de, my health normally not good. Tats y last time whn gg get married, i worried i can't have baby. I really worried abt this... I scare i will die early, tats y i choose to buy insurance.
At least when one day i die, my hubby or my parents will have something to at least help them financially...
Frm the day i earn my first dollar, I just wanna a protection for my love ones, tats the minimum i can do.
About Myself
Im born to be a leader, i like to order ppl do things. (haha so true oso, uncle always say i ctrl freak)
I like to do own business type rather than work for ppl.
My whole life no need worry abt eat n wear. Cos i wont poor until tat stage. Good life.
My life is good. except for love.
I dont haf good love, at least till 33 yrs old.
I think back, quite true oso.
Got guys woo me, i rejected.
But the one i accepted, disappoint me the most... Now I dont really dare to accept another one so easily le...
Back to love, 1984 de guys, i got 2. Din realise all the while thy are beside me only.
this 2 guys (named N & G ) i have known them super long. longer than UL.
N i know him about 3yrs
G i know him since his army time 5-6 yrs at least ba.
Last time they woo me before, but i nv accept them.
Till now, thy are still single n by my side.
N. know i breakup, he somehw hinted me, he wan me be wif him. Today he told me, last time gt ppl told him is best to haf a 1985 gf/wife. Suits him. (I was quite shock, thinking y so qiao de, he oso gt shifu told him)
His past long term r/s dont work in the end.
G. ask me be his gf thrice last time before i know UL, but i rejected him. Now just as normal frenz. nth much.
I not ready to accept N. Although i know he still loves me alot. Even last time whn i attached, he still waited for me... But I rejected him since last time even till now i oso reject.
He tat time want to apply flat wif me, but i still love UL n bond flat issue wif UL, i can't accept N.
Funny thing is... Tis 2 guys more handsome n young than UL.
I must be blind!
UL: i choose to be ur gf at tat time, not becos u got car. Seriously i oso duno y i choose u.
Maybe ur financially more stable? Maybe we both love to do own business? Maybe we both love DIY stuff?
Love is really hard to say.
Of so many guys, i choose u. duno issit a right or wrong move at tat time...
btw, N, G, UL all i know from online de. So Qiao haha
G from mIRC (sec sch times)
N from Tagged (4yrs ago)
UL from Tagged (3yrs ago)
Friends all asked me. What is my decision now?
Me: Pending flat.
Fren: U still wan to patch back with him?
Me: I duno.
Fren: After all the things he done to u, u still wan consider?
Me: I really duno.
Fren: Why duno?
Me: Cos now i wan to walk out of this situation so to think better n see clearer. Meanwhile see if he really can changed, know his mistake n cherish me?
Fren: How to see in such short period? Maybe he act?
Me: I willing give him last chance, see how he perform.
I was thinking deep in heart, I was very scare to trust u, really...Whole world object, only i willing gif chance, even u haf done all the inhuman acts to me, hurt me extremely hard.
There is an old saying: 江山易改，本性难移。
I dont dare to say u will change, i very very very scare to believe le...
But i still harbour the least 0.1% hope u show n prove miracle do exist.
I hope u r not those ppl who only last for few mths den back to true self.
I hope to see a total new u, a new u tat learnt ur mistake n dont ever ever do the same mistake again...
My wish for life partner is:
Rich or poor doesn't matter, i only hope to have someone who can love me wholeheartedly, no matter wat oso don't leave me alone. Treat me equally impt as his life or more impt than his life.
Don't lie to me. Don't hide things from me. Respect n can talk anything under the sun.
Finding someone like this is my biggest wish.
I think hard to find liao.
Worst come to worst, single lo. hahaha
Cny coming (i buy hao clothes n shoes le)
Valentine coming (spend alone liao ba)
WooooH~
Tmr i gg short course on makeup n hairstyling at clarke quay with sis. (2-6pm)
After tat sis gt prog gg out, so im alone again... gosh
Actually can find N out, but i dont think so i will ask him out.
Heart feel abit weird oso, seems lack of something hahahaa
Tmr see hw ba...
Sun oso home day. LOL jialat...
Maybe i just buy a air ticket then fly out travel, maybe i sleep whole day at home, maybe i spring clean room, maybe i watch drama at hm, maybe i book a rm den nua there whole day, maybe maybe maybe....
Life is full of unpredictable.
Follow wat my heart tells me is the best option i guess.
Wah, i use 3hrs to write this post.
Now 130am le... everyone is asleep le, left me here alone again -.-
