? Thursday, January 31, 2013
Yawn~~~ so tired...
Ytd went out wif frances n huili.
MarinaSq eat sakae till arn 9pm den proceed to PanPacific Hotel, The atrium, drink...
Nice atmosphere there, very good place to sit down chit chat drink...
Got dress code de, lol, quite atas.
Their drink slightly costly, but worth it...
It has been quite sometimes i went out drink wif frenz.
Ytd reach hm arn 1230am le... bath le den lie on bed awhile den sleep at arn 130am.
Today wake up at 6am, as usual.
Slight headache... today i taking 1/2 day leave, later gg amk hub shop for shoes with mum n sis. den go walk den go hm rest...
This few days always got outing with frenz, go till quite late den cm home, i noe is unhealthy.
Suddenly i feel i have go back to few years ago, whn i haven start r/s during mlm period.
Everyday went drink, party, no need think so much.
After since dated wif him, my life changed for the past 2.5yrs.
From every weekend party to more healthy lifestyle.
Last time reach hm, he will always be there waits for me to fetch me hm whnever i drink or he will be at hm wait me to call him whn i reach hm, but now? i went hm (everyone was asleep).
Quite saddening actually...
This period i realise, my frenz all arn me, attached, busy, settled down etc...
No one really can fork out more time to acc me... Initially i feel really sad.
I wanted to go oversea travel san xing, c c look look, most of them not free.
last time still someone pei me go places i wan lo, although he is a super miser, but at least gt companion...
But all this setback makes me a more independant person.
I will jus do things i think is right for me, seriously other ppl view can only take for ref, final decision still lies wif me.
Even now i go out late, is not an issue anymore, wif who oso no issue.
Can consider quite a good news, cos i no need explain myself so much for every action.
I can feel the big diff whn im single now n attached in the past.
Can be sad, can be happy at times.
Of cos, is better to haf a companion, but he mus be someone who really loves me with all his heart, know how to think calmly before every action. Must haf strong sense of responsibility. Must be someone i can totally trust n rely on for life.
Hard to get it now, lol, so i better stand on my own feet...
I believe god will gif me my "pillar" when time due.
Suddenly rmb ytd huili told me, i slim alot, n my face is pale.
Thy keep ask me put on slight weight. I dont have a healthy good look.
Haha.. anw, doesnt matter. As usual i eat, drink, slp. Maybe quantity not as much as before nia.
I feel like gg short trip alone, maybe to nearby country ba. Genting? tw? Cameron? hk?
I feel like gg backpack try....
Still doing research for it... shall see how
I oso gt research on diploma on counselling, well, shall execute soon!
1230pm i gg knock off le...
Update again soon
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