Other Side of^me

? Thursday, January 31, 2013

Today 1/2 work, went amk hub wif sis n mum, bought 2 heels shoes, size 36... down-size.
Yes, i bought honey lemon to drink

Shople reach hm take a nap. Feeling quite sick.
Maybe past days n months not enuff rest i guess.. Everyday nv had a good sleep.
Now im running slight fever n flu n sore throat. Lucky tmr is Friday...
Not gg out tmr. coming hm straight frm work...

I oso keep sneezing.. is he thinking of me everyday? getting more n more each day? or less n less each day?

Now i gg do some research on course to study liao~

Love,
J

I LOVE EUU. 8:30:00 PM

Yawn~~~ so tired...
Ytd went out wif frances n huili.
MarinaSq eat sakae till arn 9pm den proceed to PanPacific Hotel, The atrium, drink...

Nice atmosphere there, very good place to sit down chit chat drink...
Got dress code de, lol, quite atas.
Their drink slightly costly, but worth it...
It has been quite sometimes i went out drink wif frenz.

Ytd reach hm arn 1230am le... bath le den lie on bed awhile den sleep at arn 130am.

Today wake up at 6am, as usual.

Slight headache... today i taking 1/2 day leave, later gg amk hub shop for shoes with mum n sis. den go walk den go hm rest...

This few days always got outing with frenz, go till quite late den cm home, i noe is unhealthy.
Suddenly i feel i have go back to few years ago, whn i haven start r/s during mlm period.
Everyday went drink, party, no need think so much.

After since dated wif him, my life changed for the past 2.5yrs.

From every weekend party to more healthy lifestyle.

Last time reach hm, he will always be there waits for me to fetch me hm whnever i drink or he will be at hm wait me to call him whn i reach hm, but now? i went hm (everyone was asleep).

Quite saddening actually...

This period i realise, my frenz all arn me, attached, busy, settled down etc...
No one really can fork out more time to acc me... Initially i feel really sad.
I wanted to go oversea travel san xing, c c look look, most of them not free.
last time still someone pei me go places i wan lo, although he is a super miser, but at least gt companion...

But all this setback makes me a more independant person.
I will jus do things i think is right for me, seriously other ppl view can only take for ref, final decision still lies wif me.

Even now i go out late, is not an issue anymore, wif who oso no issue.
Can consider quite a good news, cos i no need explain myself so much for every action.

I can feel the big diff whn im single now n attached in the past.
Can be sad, can be happy at times.
Of cos, is better to haf a companion, but he mus be someone who really loves me with all his heart, know how to think calmly before every action. Must haf strong sense of responsibility. Must be someone i can totally trust n rely on for life.
Hard to get it now, lol, so i better stand on my own feet...
I believe god will gif me my "pillar" when time due.

Suddenly rmb ytd huili told me, i slim alot, n my face is pale.
Thy keep ask me put on slight weight. I dont have a healthy good look.
Haha.. anw, doesnt matter. As usual i eat, drink, slp. Maybe quantity not as much as before nia.

I feel like gg short trip alone, maybe to nearby country ba. Genting? tw? Cameron? hk?
I feel like gg backpack try....
Still doing research for it... shall see how
I oso gt research on diploma on counselling, well, shall execute soon!

1230pm i gg knock off le...
Update again soon

I LOVE EUU. 12:18:00 PM

? Wednesday, January 30, 2013

Morning !
Quick post for today as i notice something this morning, and it has been pondering in my mind since i saw it.

Last nite nv slept well (as usual), tis morning 530am wake up. duno y, i login fb den see his fb.
den i go see the photo albums he posted. Wanting to go back see the photos of Pre-2013 (our memories).
But was quite taken back tat it was not there anymore.

Only left his colleagues, studies, frenz, transport, tw etc...
I rmb last time he told me he did not delete away, he jus hide it from public... but tat time he open to let me view tis album only.
Duno y tis time its gone... so sudden...

Wat does tis action of him means?
He is all ready to move on steadily with his new life?
Perhaps yes, Deleting our memories is the first start, is a good sign.

Knowing tat he is on the track of recovering, im glad oso. At least, both of us no nd to suffer so much, keep wondering or guessing each other intention or motive for each move.

Time to move on :)

Wish him happiness.

I LOVE EUU. 7:57:00 AM

? Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Ytd reach home almost 11pm. Meet wendy eat tok...

Chatted for many hrs, heart to heart tok.. Know her for so long, now then noe tat we actually can click so well. We exchange our life journey stories, very dramatic life story both of us have before...

Every nite i need to play hp games till i cannot tahan till almost doze off den i can slp.

Which i think is arn midnite le ba...Im confident one day, soon, i can sleep very happily n well like past... I Believe i can do it !!!

Everyday will auto wake up at 530am, although my alarm set 6am. hmmmmm, reach office arn 720am.

Tis morning, suddenly feel very hungry, although mummy gt prepare one small cake for me, but i feel nt enuff, so...... i went to get more! haha

Well, today I cleared all my things on hand for work le... dun leave any backlog in case future i might not be able to fulfil the job well due to some reasons....

After work, as usual, walk to paya lebar take 76.

Waited for a long time before it came. On bus i listen to songs...

Feel abit weird, my iphone de songs all is wedding songs sia... last time is prepare for wedding dinner to play de, but i forgot to change...haha... but no choice, no songs to listen liao...

I listen till fall asleep, den suddenly a girl knock dao me den i wake up, lol, lucky if not i miss stops liao.

Haha, den gt a interesting guy on bus, keep peek at me, he alight 1 stop before me. I notice him thru my side window, so i turn right to see him, den he jiu act blur look away.

Now i have replace back to those normal songs lo, so nxt time travelling alone at least got music pei me.

Today reach hm arn 8pm le... tat bus made me waited for 1/2 hrs at least sigh.

Tmr meeting frances n huili for dinner n drink at city area.

Been such a long time i saw huili le.

I choosen my clothes to wear for tmr, i look into the mirror i was quite shock, i slim alot haha swee.

Den i go choose the slight high heels, but i very sad.. Normally i wear 37 de, but whn i tried on my heels, omg lo. super loose.. Hmmmm... duno issit i slim le den my foot size oso smaller?

need buy new shoes again liao..

I need to buy many things to replace my wardrobe le...

From undergarments to clothes to shoes. Everything -.-

Although my sudden slim down de method is due to break up (a sad thing), but looking on the optimistic side, I obtain the standard tat I always wanted last time. Now finally fulfil, shud be happy !

Now is 11pm le. duno wat time i will fall asleep again sia...

tmr shipment n chill out day, need go rest liao

Before logging off,

Hope he is doing well, moving on towards the future (correct attitude n thinking n well improved NEW him)

Jy UL

Shall update more on thur as tmr might reach hm late

Yawns~ Gdnite

~~~ Looking forward to Each Day ~~~

I LOVE EUU. 10:56:00 PM

? Sunday, January 27, 2013

Wooohhhhhh~~~
Finally just finish uploading Amei Concert.
It was a superb one!!!
She sing all the way from 8pm to 1150pm!

This was the longest concert i ever attend!
AMEI ROCKS!!

Here are some photos:

I LOVE EUU. 8:35:00 PM

? Saturday, January 26, 2013

26-01-2013 (Sat)

Today i wake up fresh n happy!

Brand new day, brand new start.

Mr Postman came~ bringing me my new dressy for 2013 cost around $50

U know wat size i wear? Is XS !!! OMG

Next is...

My new spectacles! This is my 2nd spect cost me around $250.

My Astigmatism increase to 100 le. Still alright.

Next is...
My Adopted Ger Wodedech from Ethiopia (Part of Africa)

Finally is...
AMEI CONCERT !!!

After so many years, finally i get to see it ONE MORE TIME !
Wooohooooo! Sis treat me go de, $168 ticket
Hehe, all well prepared now, Camera, Lightstick, Water and VOICE

Shall end here for now, gg out soon lo
Stay tune for more updates

Misses

I LOVE EUU. 4:41:00 PM

25-01-2013

Time flies, it has been 1month since our breakup. Our r/s lasted for 2.5yrs...
Many things happened. I have grow up n learnt alot frm this r/s...
Im really thankful to u, my ex.

We have cover almost 90% of sg, no matter by foot or by car..
no matter go where, images of us will arise in my mind.
Im not being emo, but jus sentimental. memories can never be erase, so i will keep it in the deepest corner in my heart
I can only take a step at a time for now, not harbouring any hopes for the future.
For now, i just wanna do the things which i always wanted
-Upgrading myself, input new skills, knowledge.
-Lend a helping hand to the needy.
-Use my whole life, travelling to every corner of the world (within my finance means of cos) eg: 7 wonders of the world.
However, my top wish list is :- http://evakitty.evaair.com/en/
Tokyo(Puroland) and Taiwan (Hello kitty restaurant)

Now my only wish is looking forward to every coming day, cherishing every moments i have in life now.
=Spend your every moment like there is no tomorrow=

Song for you

I LOVE EUU. 3:51:00 PM