? Monday, March 29, 2010
woooowwwwwww......
wake up 8 plus today, today on leave at home...
Afternoon time online check emails, den saw aunty in msn, she on mc today.
Lol, den we played viwawa.. super long nv play liao, i also din notice i got 2 a/c there.
I think arn 3 plus played till arn 5plus, den i super hungry, log off le go eat dinner...
Raining le~ but still feel very humid...
5plus msg jiejie, ask her go back early, but din reply.
6plus msg again, also din reply.
Hmmm... den 7 call her, got ans. saying she still in office...
den waited, 9pm msg again, she say she leaving le.
Lols, i feel i so kaypo sometimes, hahaha, duno y i like scare tis jie duno -poof- till where liao, no news n reply de... Worried at the same time scared disturb dao her :(
i noe, she super busy wif her work de... I aSked her whn go out, she can't confirmed.
Although i very looking forward mit her since last mth till pay day till now, hmmm, but... i noe she tired n busy n sick n not enuff time for herself le...
sigh~ see how bah~ Don't wish to keep stress her also...
Suddenly i feel dajie's shadow in erjie's... hmmmmm, well...
Hope jiejie can take care of ur health, u just recover nia, plz dun let it come back again...
I believe not only her, many other ppl also. even for myself, past weeks, everyday i nv go off on dot. At least will stayed till earliest is 6plus. Latest got one time recently, i really stress dao n pissed off, till i off my hp, stayed in office alone till 9pm, security still comes in and ask me wat time i gg off =_= tat nite, i reach home at 10pm.
All alone~ no hp, no fren, no one, only strangers, passerby... Nv on hp, so can't keep track of the time also...
I feel bad, coz next day morning wake up, whn i on hp, 2 ppl were worried for me...
Hereby apologise to Jie n aunty. hope thy forgive ya...
I think i wun do tis again le, in case u all worry for me...
Today sms sl ask her everything ok? Afternoon i sms her, she 8plus reply me. den say her things not ok, she also haven help me key in things, she feel ps.
Sigh~ y mus feel ps sia, i more ps, sometimes i take leave i so worried, cannot really rest my mind, coz ppl nd to cover my work also, in the end, delayed dao ppl de work also.
Den i tell her nvm sia, aiyo, i go back can key in myself de wor...
I thinking, now on leave 1 or 2days only, hmmm, so shorthanded le... Wat if got one day, i can't be in office, need to take at least 1-2 week de leave how? Sigh~ i really dun dare to think so much. always there is unstopped de work pouring in... Focus on work 1st more impt.
I really worried, tmr go office, gt tonnes of docs waiting for me... haiz, i noe, no choice dee...
Just do it ! (nike slogan) Never say die! (energizer slogan)
hahahahaha ^_^ wee wee!!
Ps: i think i should really changed myself to adapt to others. Lower down my sensitivity, increase my optimistic, lower down my kaypohness, increase my self-reflection, lower my frankness, increase my love for others by actions not words, lower my assumptions, lower my belief n trust in my sixth sense.
Choose to believe n no doubt. Even if everyone tell me tat person is lying, i also must choose to believe. Believe the answer i get from this person.
**wink wink** Suddenly i feel i so sentimental sia ~~shy~~
I LOVE EUU. 10:30:00 PM
