? Monday, March 22, 2010
7pm, leaving office wif a very slow pace...
saw my bus went off while i was waiting for traffic. Many ppl jaywalk as there is no car, left me, standing there...
Green man flash, i started walking slowly across the road...
Then surprise to see another of my bus came(normally interval is 10-15mins, today is early)
i ran all the way to chase it, lucky bus uncle wait for me... but... while going up the bus, i almost tripped n fall, hit my left leg de toes(very pain),lucky i hold my balance...sigh
1 stop before my alighting, i saw a bus conductor gg to alight, normally whn i was alone, i nv see passerby or another passenger face, i will jus stare blankly into the air...
Duno y, today i actually looked at the bus conductor, who is getting rdy to alight frm the front exit. All this while he is back facing me.
Continue i jus look outside the window, stare blankly at the sky.
When the bus driver open the door, this bus conductor actually come to d back exit n alight, suddenly i turn arn n see, is my ex-colleague. almost 3-4yrs nv see him le...(Last time due to some misunderstanding, we stop contacting. sigh~)
But was too late, as he alight very fast n the bus close the door, i din manage to call him...
Many images of past memories flashes back... I really missed those times back when i was working in DIY store, tis colleague really treat me very gd. After exchanging some smses,im relieved to noe tat he n his family is doing fine.
Misses his daughter alot, i rmb i have contribution in naming his new-born daughter.
He is jus like a big bro,tat time whn he noe his wife was expecting, he very happy, everyday come work, think of names for his baby. Den he asked me for opinion also. I told him, why not use rui as middle name? easier to write n sound sweet.
I name rui and his wife name qi behind. RuiQi(rachel).sweet name^_^
Today met him again, im really happy... happy to see that he is doing well.
Today in bus, i nv nap at all... whole journey back, my mind kip flashing many images. image of the past happy memories... memories of those times whn im in retail line wif tis bro, memories of those times whn im in m/m line wif dajie, memories of those times wif erjie...
My tears almost dropped when all these fond memories flashes...
I'm really missing~~
8pm, n i'm hm. daddy n mummy gg out to sintua. this whole week sintua is having big day, so mostly parents wun be at home at nite.
Alone~ i sit at the kitchen, listen to fm933. Mind being occupy by wat happen today, wat i told erjie today... I really duno wat to do...
I keep thinking, being frank n direct to my close ones, is it good or bad to them?
Sigh~ i sit n think til 930pm den go bath...
Feeling so unwell now, my head spins, my stomach feel really sick... After bath, sitting at the PC now trying to write blog, halfway thru, i run to basin to vomit.
Vomit nothin out but liquid...
10pm now, my head really spining now,hand not much strength, stomach feel so weird(i wan to eat,but now i drink one sip of water also wan vomit. i haven eat my med also, think shall skip for today, if not wasted).
I wan faster type finish.. in case i forget...
oh ya, tmr got stocktake at marina square...
ok, shall end here... cmi le~ gg to force vomit.
I LOVE EUU. 9:20:00 PM
