? Sunday, December 20, 2009
Today is 20-12-2009
Special memorable day for me...
In 20-12-2005, the day i get the thing all by myself.
From start to end process of achieving this aim is all by myself.
After 1yr of hard work, i finally achieve it
Today is 4 years le...
In 20-12-2009, again, i achieve another thing i wan, but this time is tgt wif the effort of pig.
Really very happy. After arn 1mth of hard work, we finally achieve it...
Suddenly feel so relieve tat we can make it on time.
Using your own effort achieve dao de things, will always feel the most chen jiu gan.
OmG, Im really really happy today. Suddenly i got the same feel tat i haf in 2005.
THe undescribable satisfactory feel.
Seriously, think back, all my hard work really paid off.
Others may think these are easy task, but for me seriously is not.
For 2005 de aim, im not as rich as others, so mus depend on myself to save n achieve it.
For 2009 de aim, i dun haf whole day time to sit infront of pc achieving, so mus make use of after work available time.
Both aim i encounter same thing. Emotional.
Letting your tears down of coz is the way to relieve.
Main factor is from ppl and also frm myself.
I always have high hopes in myself, and i dun like failure(none wans failure also).
High expectation of myself, unknowingly, actually im also stressing on the ppl arn me, which is unfair to them.
After each encounter, i learnt:-
In 2005, i learnt... Even ppl look down on u, we mus never gif up. All the more, we mus do it, not to show off to others, but to ourselves. Everyone can make it, is a matter of time n effort we have put in.
From there, we can also see, who will be those ppl who really stand by u or support u whn u nd support, and those who are not.
In another word, u can see the ugly side of ppl.
I have encounter the unexpected side ppl, the ugly side of ppl.
Where normally thy are so called "nice" ppl.
I came to understand, thats the reality of world~
In 2009, i learnt... Don't make your problem become ppl problem. Must learn to stand in ppl shoe and think for them. At times, i really make ppl feel like sandwich.
Which i noe, im quite unreasonable, jealous, stubborn.
Cherish, think for others more, not being selfish or self centred, don't control other ppl life.
On a piece of white paper, there is a black dot in the middle. What did u see?
1) If u see the white piece of paper, den is gd.
2) If u see the black dot on the paper, den u shud reflect le?
Black dot represent ppl's bad pts.
Don't keep looking at tat black dot, if step back n see again. ppls' gd pts(white paper) is alot more than the bad ones(black dot).
2012 will always the day i won't forget.
These 2 memorable days of coz also will be in my heart.
I LOVE EUU. 11:23:00 AM
