Other Side of^me

? Thursday, December 31, 2009

31 Dec 2009

today is last day of 2009 ler!
Duno y not really high mood neh~ ppl all excited abt countdown, party, wateva... sigh~

My pay is in le, gotten bonus also. but my bonus gone liao... all pay things liao... ahhhhhh~ money go so fast ~_~
Work til 1pm today, after work mit mummy n sis went shop n save buy things, buy 4D also...
Wee! i bought 2 bottles of heinken ler~ coz i noe if i go out drink, someone sure say me de, den the possibility of me getting drunk outside tis time is higher...
Today spent arn 30plus at SnS. come back mum pay me back, i mai, coz i take pay ler, i pay, but she insist ask me take at least 1/2 back... crY!

Ahhhh~ sis n her bf went countdwn later at marina. Initial tot is wan ask er jie go de, but i noe she no mood also. coz i think she nv go countdown before. but is ok, still got other chances to go de ^_^

Today-sun i think i'll not be gg out also... Ahhhhh~ dead, i so down de... si liao...
I feel so weak n sad ler.. Kip sneezing, flu, fever.. jus feel really sick ler~ sobxx

Wish in 2010~
For Family:
-Wish them gd health, more wealth
-Hopefully can save up by end of 2010, bring whole family go overseas, if save more than go taiwan, if not den Bangkok.
-Earn more help them repay debts
-Save up extra buy car.. (Me n daddy aim suzuki swift for the past 1yr le...)
(Im thinking of changing job after June, higher pay, higher chance to fulfil)

For Dajie
-Hope she dun kip work OT, til nv take care of health. She is becoming slimmer each day.
-Wish to meet up wif her more often, as in 2009, we seldom have time to meet up, i really miss the days whn we went out. Drink, talk, sing... Very long nv have a long sharing le...
-Hope she will be happy always, dun always stress abt money. Health is prior.

For Erjie
I tel erjie lots of things i wan do/go de. LOLx... nowadays anything i think of, i sure ask her =x
-Go eat Ice Cream buffet
-Bring her go omni theatre (she nv go b4 neh~ i wan go also cos gt my fav marine show screening)
-Go kelantan lane there eat laksa
-Go bugis eat Mala Steamboat (hope can ask dajie along, can eat tgt)
-Hope can take one photo wif her~ know her so long le, nv took once at all :(
-Hope in future can have chance go oversea wif Erjie... Best is KL 1st, i nv go before...
-Wish Erjie can stay happy always, as she is those easily contented type, so if she is down, den something mus be very wrong liao...
(I understand temp for now, hard to really say can fulful anot, but is ok ar... we stil have many years ahead, as i strongly believe we will be sisters forever!)

Last for myself... I hope to do my very best to help ppl arn me... See them smiling i very happy ler. But if thy sad, i also sad de...
I hope i can always bring laughter to ppl arn me not sadness...

I will improve my interpersonal skills, find others opportunities to make my family life better.
I really hope one day i can let my parents spend money without really thinking so much of -do thy have enuff for tmr? I jus hope thy can buy the things thy like w/o having 3rd or 4th tots.

2009 is coming to an end.. Now is 9pm, left 3hrs more.

Refresh back, Im really happy to know, erjie, noe aunty, noe some online audi frenz.
For Erjie, frm virtual to rl, she really dote me alot. I really treat her as part of my family members.
For aunty, in virtual, even she nv met me b4, i noe she really dote me alot also, buy me things, play wif me, chat wif me. Then to rl, same thing as before, she really is a nice person, treat me very gd.. i kip call her aunty, not those market de aunty lo, is seriously the 1 i respect alot de aunty.

Sincerely, i wish both of them the very best in upcoming Year 2010.
No matter is work, money, life, health, family, friends...

~Love you all always~

I LOVE EUU. 7:38:00 PM

30 Dec (Wed)

^_^ today after work mit er jie again~
lol, she take pay liao, wan bring me go eat.. wakakkaa ;shy
As usual, went to suki sushi, den walk arn...
Then at the chinese medi hall, she kip laugh at me regards the duno wat hei mu er thing ~_~"
Till now i stil dun understand wats the diff between the 2 pkts which i asked. ArgH! Next time i shall drag mummy go n ask.

Then i say i wan apple ice blended, she went to buy for me ler~ wahhhh~ keke, i gt ice blended.
Best part is! she buy me the ben n jerry ice cream neH~!! 1st time eating tat, ;shy, i so mountain turtle de.. is really ex lo :(
Next is durian puff~ yummy~ 20 for $9.80. Omg lo, she buy a box for me also...

Today she spent almost $70 ler... ahhhhhh, so much dee :(
I really happy ler, eat, drink, tok, laugh, get so many things today. keke.
Once again i wan to say, im so fortunate le!!!! i dun ask for more liao...

Today i also wan to thank aunty, for buying me a audi moo moo.. omg also, $18+ leh~ Ahhhhhh, hope aunty dun buy for me things anymore le, i dun need ler...

PS: reach hm at nite, looking forward to play wif jie de. but some news arose. hmmmm... i can feel she is moody n i can understand.
I duno how to comfort her ler.... wat shud i do?
Whole nite i jus kip quiet pei her nia.. until she say stop playing... She say she tired, but i feel she is more sad bah...
Haiz...

I LOVE EUU. 7:21:00 PM

? Monday, December 28, 2009

.................................... (.-_-.)

I LOVE EUU. 8:10:00 AM

? Saturday, December 26, 2009

25 Dec 2009.

Today is Christmas. I nv go out.
Wanted to play audi, but... in the end nv. Whole day wat m i doing? Watch Tv, surf fb, nap awhile den go downstairs buy mac wif sis.

Arn 6pm, which is after eating n bath, sis logging in audi to have her love party. Then i ask her shun bian login my a/c, to attend. Then, whn i login, 1st come to my mind is, wat time is er jie's lp ler? Then i ask sis trace whether she is stil tagging? but wat i saw is, she is in the cpl dance rm.
Then i pm her how le?
Sad to noe tat, she can't manage to achieve in time, as she say she alone tag til 3plus den she gif up.Upon knowing tat, i was really sad. But i did not understand her feeling at tat pt, kip probing her why cannot... Then i sensitive go say her reply to me seems so buay song.
Resulting her becoming more sad, then she log off...

Wah, she really affect my mood also neh~ I kip thinking, y y y! why afternoon time i nv login n ask her tag til how liao.. If i haf do it, she shud be able to make it ler~ crY!

But after tat she gt sms me. I feel is really my fault, at tat pt i shudn't ask so much de. I also duno how to console her. Think back, whn i was intend to gif up babies to attend the Christmas event, i was really sad.
At tat pt whn i told jie dun nd tag babies le, jus focus on her main n jam jiu hao, i was really really sad inside de. But can't show to jie, if nt she will be damm guilty de, n i think will affect her motivation at tat time bah...
If me, i dun mind to sacrifies for ppl, coz i believe thy worth it.

Hope i haf at least makes her feel better bah, wif some lame sms.. After she woke up, i nv bring up anything abt tat le. Jus lame wif her. lolx... Im a lame mei neh~ wee!! =x

Everything shud be fine le bah~ I believe her pattern almost quite similar as me bah.. as long as dun bring up, den we will jus let it go, n move forward.

Nite time, whn I was blogging half way, den jie ask jes i slp le mah.. duno issit she miss me sia, LOL.. i mean miss someone who can talk-back to her? lame wif her? =x

Normally i very lor soh de, i write one blog can be as long as 2hrs.
Not long after blogging, i login !
Wee!! Den aunty also inside, i tel jes,
wahhhh~ I really miss the times whn me, jie, aunty, jade playing tgt, laugh tgt ler...
Old times are stil the best.

Then i see wat jie is playing, n noe tat she is earning $_$ sia. LOL.. gdgd, she "spent" so much, Mus "earn" back also.
Then i go find aunty play. But my stupid PC, really giving me problem, make me vomit blood.
Lag si wo~ Kip hang screen crY~

Funny is, jie say my nick hard to type, coz her macro sot diao. I ask her gif me money change nick, lol.. Actually i jus kidding wif her only, but she take it serious sia. OMG, initially i forget can send as gift de, den suddenly i tot of my ex audi cpl also send me change nickname de items for me. I almost wan faint diao, hai jie spend $ again on me :(
I change my nick to XP. LOL, change liao, whn i chat, i see my nick so funny sia..
Omg neh~ But i love it very much.. Coz tis nick long time ago i wan change liao... Ask me spend on myself i rather buy things for others lor... tats y drag til now.. Most of my audi items is either jie or aunty gif de, or free frm audi de... :D

Suddenly i saw my baby ginger come in sia. LOL, so happy... coz pig come in play wif me n aunty le.. keke~ As usual, laughter is there, everythings feels so gd...
And it has gif my Christmas day, a nice n happy fullstop.

Merry Christmas Everyone

I LOVE EUU. 10:25:00 PM

? Friday, December 25, 2009

24 Dec 2009

Today company work 1/2 day till 1pm. At arn 11plus, our logistic n finance dept got a gift exchange session. Each of us buy one gift le then draw lots see u have chosen whoes pressie.

Keke, i think i damm lucky, i draw my own pressie sia...

Lols! before taking the lot, i was thinking~ will i be so heng to draw back my own gift?

Tio 4D got so zun jiu hao, keke

Finally, 1250pm le!!! Wee Wee, n im out of my office. Opps, btw, im not a snake, boss say go off early de, im jus a follower nia wor ~shy~

Yesh! Time to mit er jie liao.. she called me while i was walking out of my office towards bus stop. Can't really hear wat she say, den she hang up... or issit i hang up? lol, i also duno~ den at bus stop, wahhh, the wind big dao~~~~~ my hair all messy, anw, not impt also.

haha, den i call jie ask her semo shi. den she say i send her blank sms. *wondering* i got meh? or issit boss help me pack bag tat time press dao de, coz before that i wan send er jie a msg, but boss n coll kip rushing me go toilet 1st den nd zao liao..

I kj run to toilet, so haven even start to type my msg. Lol!

In my hand is a paper bag, containing 5 presents. keke, but abit mafan, coz gg see dino wif er jie, bring tat bag of presents abit nt convienent. In the end, decide to put at er jie hse.

Wee!! 1st time gg to her hse sia. initially i dun intend tat she will ask me go up her hse put de, coz of some personal reason, i understand also.

So i jus walk to her blk den call her. but surprise, she tel me which floor sia. wakakkaa, so kj.. *shy* anw, nv go in la, jus put le jiu go liao. then hor jie de mummy is a very nice person neh~ keke

Sian lo, kip raining all day, how to go dino sia... den we proceed to Lot 1 1st, i wan find my ex colleague, which i always call her aunty. Wee wee! finally get to see her le, after so many yrs.. she is so happy to see me also. before i left, i rmb, she still pat my shoulder tell me: xiao mei, really thank u for coming n visit me... next time must come again ok?

Wah, her words really made me so happy n touched.

After lot 1, we proceed to dino world !! weee!!! wakakkaa, luckily, the rain has stop liao. wakkakakaka, so excited sia. but day before tat, i forget go see again take semo bus go, or check where is the shutter bus stationed. in the end, we went to search for it neh~

Reach liao, finally!!! Very happy. I think not more than 10 steps, i can't see er jie beside me. i turn arn, she standing there. Lol, she afraid sia.

Omg neh~ my er jie has a phobia of seeing dino, coz of her past dream. I can see she is really afraid to move forward, she kip say wait for me at entrance, ask me go in myself... well... i almost fainted, den kip thinking, omg sia, how to persuade my dear jie go in neh~

Bo bian lo, go push, drag, talk, wateva stunts all perform liao.
LOL! in the end, WE finish the dino trails ! Wee!! Wee!!

Next station is... Jurong point. Then to.... IMM...

Last to... Causeway point!!

We are catching a movie at cwp at 1145pm. Alvin n the chipmunks. Long time nv see midnite show le. Overall is a nice n funny show sia~! wakkakaka..!

Today, im really happy. I get gifts. I get to go dino, get to see movie.

Today is the 1st time spend so long with er jie. hmmm...

1st time spend christmas eve wif a ger?

1st time watch midnite show wif a ger?

I know er jie really dote me alot. if not she wun do so much for me le. Even though she so scare or reluctant to go dino she also go for the sake of me.

Everything she do for me i noe de. Really thanks er jie.

Thanks for all the ppl who gif me presents.

Really thanks alot~!

These are the gifts that i receive.

-Hello kitty mouse + sticker is frm Er jie

-Earphone is frm Ice aunty

-Hello kitty sweets is frm Shi Fu

-Mechanical pencil is frm CM

-Paper Clip cup holder is frm Boss

-Card games is frm finance coll

-Small cat pouch is frm forwarder

I LOVE EUU. 11:08:00 PM

? Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Let the Sweet Story Gingerbeer n Rootbeer begins~

15 November 2009

They registered as couple.

25 November 2009

They married.

Tag hearts after wedding~ until the day we tag til 999 hearts, i took ss of it. Hope our r/s can last jiu jiu (4ever)... (27 Nov)

Follow by is next Love Party, also next level of ring le~! ~Saffron~ lvl 11 (28 Nov)

Chiong~! Finally on 29 Nov, our next Love party.. ~Cuphea~ Lvl 16

Our cpl memo <3

The day we hit the next lvl of ring ~! ~Aster~ lvl 21 (12 Dec)

Finally~! The day we have been waiting for has come... 20-12-2009, 0812pm

The day we get our apple ring.. the memorable day, the happy day ~freesia~ Lvl 26

Everything happens within 1 mth... We encounter many ups n downs, happy n sad times. In the end, im glad to say that, after every hurdles, our r/s gets closer n understand each other more...

There is no need to say who gif out more efforts. As long as both of us have the same heart to aim for the same thing tgt.. is very gd le, can't ask for more...

I'm really thankful towards pig for all these i have for root n ginger. w/o u, solely, i wun be able to have tis wonderful experience n memories... Yes, root n ginger is our audi babies, neither of us is gg to abandon them.. Inside them, have all our efforts n <3

Lets slowly move tgt on to the next stage... my next aim hao mah~?

Ps: although tis time, babies can't make it for the love party on Christmas, is ok pig...

I noe both of us is really sad abt tis... seriously im really sad, but i can't stress on u also.. I really feel ur sadness tis time, as u really tried ur best to let babies make it le, but is jus too much n so less time to help them acheive.

I badly wanted to bring them achieve the aim, but sometimes, things is not always so smooth sailing de, n i can't be so selfish, think of myself only...

Anw, it has become the fact, babies are out of the christmas event. Really sad~

But on the other hand, knowing tat ur main can make it, im really happy for u.. Muacks!

I LOVE EUU. 7:58:00 PM

? Sunday, December 20, 2009

Today is 20-12-2009
Special memorable day for me...

In 20-12-2005, the day i get the thing all by myself.
From start to end process of achieving this aim is all by myself.
After 1yr of hard work, i finally achieve it
Today is 4 years le...

In 20-12-2009, again, i achieve another thing i wan, but this time is tgt wif the effort of pig.
Really very happy. After arn 1mth of hard work, we finally achieve it...
Suddenly feel so relieve tat we can make it on time.

Using your own effort achieve dao de things, will always feel the most chen jiu gan.

OmG, Im really really happy today. Suddenly i got the same feel tat i haf in 2005.
THe undescribable satisfactory feel.
Seriously, think back, all my hard work really paid off.
Others may think these are easy task, but for me seriously is not.
For 2005 de aim, im not as rich as others, so mus depend on myself to save n achieve it.
For 2009 de aim, i dun haf whole day time to sit infront of pc achieving, so mus make use of after work available time.

Both aim i encounter same thing. Emotional.
Letting your tears down of coz is the way to relieve.
Main factor is from ppl and also frm myself.
I always have high hopes in myself, and i dun like failure(none wans failure also).
High expectation of myself, unknowingly, actually im also stressing on the ppl arn me, which is unfair to them.

After each encounter, i learnt:-

In 2005, i learnt... Even ppl look down on u, we mus never gif up. All the more, we mus do it, not to show off to others, but to ourselves. Everyone can make it, is a matter of time n effort we have put in.
From there, we can also see, who will be those ppl who really stand by u or support u whn u nd support, and those who are not.
In another word, u can see the ugly side of ppl.
I have encounter the unexpected side ppl, the ugly side of ppl.
Where normally thy are so called "nice" ppl.
I came to understand, thats the reality of world~

In 2009, i learnt... Don't make your problem become ppl problem. Must learn to stand in ppl shoe and think for them. At times, i really make ppl feel like sandwich.
Which i noe, im quite unreasonable, jealous, stubborn.
Cherish, think for others more, not being selfish or self centred, don't control other ppl life.

On a piece of white paper, there is a black dot in the middle. What did u see?
1) If u see the white piece of paper, den is gd.
2) If u see the black dot on the paper, den u shud reflect le?

Black dot represent ppl's bad pts.
Don't keep looking at tat black dot, if step back n see again. ppls' gd pts(white paper) is alot more than the bad ones(black dot).

2012 will always the day i won't forget.
These 2 memorable days of coz also will be in my heart.

I LOVE EUU. 11:23:00 AM

? Saturday, December 19, 2009

This few days i keep having dream.

Wed i dream of wuu wuu at my hse. wuu wuu possess on 1 person(i duno is who).

Then kip strangling me, i kip ask jes for help.

Finally can escape liao, tat wuu wuu person walk arn my hse, den i shout for mummy, got wuu wuu~!!

Then funny part is, i tel mummy: Mummy!!! got wuu wuu, faster find bomb n bomb it!! QUicK!!

Then hor, mum really go find lo... but of coz cannot find la, siao de, hse wher gt bomb neh~ o.o"

Finally manage to lure the wuu wuu out of the hse le. we faster close the door n windows all tat..

Scary n funny dream ~_~

Thur n Fri= consecutive days dream of er jie -_-"

1st day is abt audi de. She n her cpl (i dun like tat dream, hope it wun happen)

2nd day is abt me n her. I told her i got astigmatism. Ask her to remind me on thur to bring spect, as at nite, i can't see the bus no. clearly, especially those LED sign de.

In dream, she kip follow me, hold me, scare i lost. Lolx. Funny jie.

I seldom dream de.. i think my brain really can't rest recently. kip thinking abt things...

PPl say if u dream, means some function of ur brain is not resting, at the time u were slping..

Aaaaa!!!! im so tired of thinking liao...

I keep worry tis worry that. Someone kip tel me, i think too much le..

I dun wan to think de, coz i worry mah...

If not i really dun wan to care so much also.

Sigh~ who likes to be busybody ler~

I feel ppl who are close to me very xin ku lo, thy mus gif in to me.

Mummy say i really ye man, stubborn. cmi

Only i can say ppl, ppl cannot say me...

(.-_-.)

Sigh~ i noe my fault le, will let ppl arn me haf more freedom to do wat thy wan, as long as they happy n noe their limit n take care of themselves jiu hao... I need time to change, gif me some time ~~~ If possible, help me ~

They happy I'm happy too

Impt thing in life is to be happy.

I LOVE EUU. 11:52:00 AM

? Thursday, December 17, 2009

Today wake up at 10plus. coz ytd slp at 3plus 4.. tagging for babies.

Arn 1pm go out, buy 2nd part of the present for tis close fren (pig actually). Finally get it le!

Everything is done. keke, so happy. then i go hm wan wrap de. but if i wrap, den need the box.
If i put the box den wrap, den put inside my bag. Very obvious there is something fishy inside my bag lor... scare later pig will discover. in the end, i nv wrap le.

I intend gif her during our journey back de. then she kip say abt bus. faint. coz if take bus, den we go separate ways. den cannot gif le :(

So bobian, i kip say i wan take mrt. LOLx.. i noe she wun leave me alone de =x

Lucky she say she gt things wan squeeze inside her bag, den i can haf chance say i gt paperbag inside my bag, lata gif her.
If not i also duno how to bring up the topic to gif her. so happy :D
Think she will love it bah~ lols, after all those efforts sia... wah piang eh~
Don't love it also bo bian liao.. is a simple gift anyway.

Today go aunty hse. lols, 1st time sia.. wee!! excited n happy. Play the duno wat wee game.. nice sia. 1st time play. Aunty de kids rayden n tricia very cute sia..
Whn i was surfing net using aunty lappy, rayden suddenly come over my side n kiss my hand. lols, den i see him smiling dee, so cute.. den i ask him muacks my cheek, n he do so lo... Wakakkaa, 1st time gt baby kid auto come muacks me.. hahah! im so happy seeing them.

Then at carpark, he stil let me hold his hand, keke, damm cute la. Wakakkakkaa.... shy!
Aunty de hubby stil fetch us to compass pt lo, so ps. Both of them are really nice person.

After mit jie, we went swensen eat. Really thanks aunty for the treat lo. everytime she pay de... ~_~ den she stil gif me christmas gift. whn i 1st open i shock dao. coz i rmb i only tel jie i wan buy earpiece, i nv tel other ppl liao... also dun rmb gt write in blog leh...
But how aunty noe de, lols, thanks aunty again for the gift.

In audi, jie tel me abt the ice cream thing. she wan buy for me. lols, but i mai... i rather she save it for other things sia. but i noe her pattern, she rather buy for other ppl than buying for herself.
wakkakaa, jiejie, i think is i wan snatch ur ice cream liao.. weee!!!
Don't scold me hor... Nxt time u can bring ice cream go dancing liao. haha!

Wahhhh..... im really fortunate la.. gt so many ppl dote n love me.
Really really really thankful n lucky tat i haf all these ppl arn me..
Is really a gd feeling to be dote on neh~ shy*

~Love u all~

I LOVE EUU. 11:06:00 PM

? Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Wahhh~~~~~~~~~~~~ where to start saying neh~

Ok, start frm working time. Before noon i settle all my things le, coz tmr on leave, scare fri go back gt lots of things... LOLx.. After finishing my work, nth to do, coz er jie sick nv online today.. So i go disturb my colleagues =x

Lunch time, den i start my crap. sl say she gt alot of things pending, cannot finish, nd to do OT liao.. Den something strikes me~! OT~~~~~ **wondering**

I rmb tat time i OT alone, den i heard the 'guitar' sound. hmmm, den i tel her:-
Me: eh? ni yao OT? sure anot? will u do until very late?
SL: Ya la, so many thing haven settle.
Me: oH~~ den u becareful lo, dun work til too late.
SL: why le?
Me: hmmmm.. nth ar
SL: tell me!

Then i tel her my encounter lo... but, not i gu yi wan scare her de, after she hear the story, her reply is: Si Janice, ni hai wo, dun dare do OT liao lar!!!
Me: .... u kip asking me mah, so i bo bian gt to tel u lo :S
In the end, i jus called her, she bring all the work back to do... now 9plus le, she stil doing... :S

Ok, next is, today i 520+pm den i zao. LOL, opps, boss not arn neh~ wee! wee!!
Coz i nd to go bishan buy things. Funny part is, i take bus to tpy, den take train to bishan. Reaching Bishan door open, suddenly i rmb something.. not action city... Argh* is more than words sia... J8 dun haf more than words.

Then call jes where gt more than words, den jes say cwp. so called jie, but she nv pick up -_- coz i wan save time, go buy le then come hm can tag liao... But ok la, she reply me sms.
reaching there, i straight go to more than words, meanwhile i was praying... better got lo.. keke, happily i saw it !! omg la.. althought the thing is not any ex stuff.. but.. add in all my effort. ;shy worth alot liao wakakkakak! shy~

Abt tis gift. a very simple thing. coz i kip thinking, wat to buy for my fren, very close de. Then handmade, for christmas like hmmmm... wat to make wor. think very long lo..
tat time go shopping wif frances, is to buy gift for colleague de, den frances kip ask me, hey u really come here to buy things for ur coll or wat... coz the thing i see all not link wif wat i told her i wanna buy for colleague. haha
Finally, i tot of something, abit link to wat she like? haha!

Tue after work
Tis gift really make me faint. initially i tot amk hub 2nd floor tat one is action city. but in the end is mini toon =_=" but i buy a keychain ice cream for jes. then i rmb frances told me, central those shops gt one value shop, gt sell. so i go, but! i go to the wrong shop. faintz.. i go to another shop tat sell cheap things de, i tot is value shop. but whn i see the sign board i wan faint, coz is not call value shop.. den i call frances ask her. den she told me. at the other end.

Ok, den i quite wu nai~ alone go buy, raining heavily. Den finally, reach value shop, thy gt other pattern de, but dun haf the one i wan! Omg.. i really wan cry sia... After to n fro, in the end i can't get. Sadly, i go hm.. parents see my face ask me y?
I tel them, i cannot get the gift :(
Dad say where can buy? i drive u there? but i say is ok. tmr i go other place buy...

Wed after work (today)
I go bishan, but wrong store in the end. So proceed take mrt to wdl. =_=" i seldom take mrt de. faint, very very squeezy... den finally, reach wdl le. go buy le.. happily go take mrt back.
Lucky back to amk side, nt squeezy.. keke.
Then, jes call me, ask me buy hao le ar? den i say yeah!! finally!!
den she tel me, but hor, hse dun haf nice de wrapper.
Wah piang, i hear liao i wan faint.
Bo bian, go my hse opp see gt anot lo...

After everything... finally reach hm le... i was so happy n tired.
Happy coz i buy the gift liao!!! wakakakkakaaa... but tat one only 1st part.
Tmr morning need to go buy for the 2nd part. they say wed den gt stk. pray tmr wil haf bah~
if dun haf den meaningless liao... cry!

Then jes tmr maybe gt work, no one help me wrap. shyt.
I duno how to wrap de... lata wrap nt nice kana laugh... ~_~.
Anw, hope tis fren like the gift lo... dun like also bobian. wakkakaa =x

Now comes to audi... go compy. can't perf, i play til very pc.. no perf at all. ma de. 1st time i feel so arrrrghh..
Den nvm, go tag. tag like abit wat also... i kip miss. faint. den pig de bro wan use pc. i say let him use. she say nvm.
But in the end, she let him use. den tel me might nt be coming back le.
hmmm... im not least angry or wat. jus tat, y in the 1st place whn i tel her dun tag, let her bro play, she mai. in the end she suddenly tel me she let her bro play. den poof.

The feeling is like.... gif me wah... let me be happy=wee! can tag or play tgt le. den next second sad. coz play wif her, i gt alot of things wan tel her de, coz today she nv online, can't chat much also.. :( but nvm also... cannot blame my pig.
I noe she tag alot le... sick also tag.. haiz my kelian de pig.
Jie mei cannot ji jiao too much <3

Now is 1130pm. after finish tis blog, i go tag them.. hope can find a tagger pei me tag long long, den i do more plus tmr i on leave, then pig can rest more. Wakakaka~ left i think arn 1500?
LOL.. god bless me~

I LOVE EUU. 9:34:00 PM

? Sunday, December 13, 2009

我不是你想象那麼勇敢, 但我相信，哭过就好了

I LOVE EUU. 3:42:00 PM

My Saturday (12/dec)
10am tag til 3pm. rest til 5pm. tag n play til 245am now.
Finally! arn 2am, i finally finish "collecting hearts" for babies ler!!!! So happy til i wan sms jie tel her de... But aunty say so late le, mai disturb her, ask me tmr den sms her.. wakkakakaka, finally, i left 1 more to my apple liao...
Thanks to aunty, she pei me play at least 14rds of chereo- let it snow.. keke...

I wan faster go lp le, den i can tag more tmr, coz i scare wkday nt enuff time...
:( hopefully i can get it..
Very happy today. coz gt pig pei me tag n count score sia... lols, make my tagging more fun...
tag til 11plus pig say tired liao, wan zzz.. tag tmr...
hmmm, gif her tis name is correct de sia.. she is really a pig =x but gd also.
i Dun like her to play til so late... oppss, she cannot but i can. wkakakakakaka!!
ALthough i say ok to her, tmr tag, but i stil brng babies go play wif aunty thy all play cc4. At least can earn 2 each rd, better than nth.. hehe.. Then tmr she no nd tag le..

Is a tiring day, play whole day, my both hand dou numb diao le.. but worth it, coz is for babies mah... took some ss of them.. haha, shall post them all at one go once i get my apple.

3am now... gg to zzz. tmr wake up 1st thing is to sms pig, tel her can LP le!!! see whn she is free.
*yawn~~~* ~_~zzz

I LOVE EUU. 2:43:00 AM

? Saturday, December 12, 2009

11 December 2009

This morning, i receive an email.

Hi Janice

I can understand if occasionally you may have urgent personal matters to attend to, and need to do so timely.But lately I noticed and am concern that you are very active on your personal gmails/chat – I do notice that the window pops up quite frequently enough for me to bring this up to you.As long as you’re done with your official work, you should know I do not stop you from that, and observation is that your shipment advices are out to shops not as prompt.

I have to email on this, as I do not think it is necessary for Ding to know by discussing it openly.

Hope you understand, & prioritize on your work.

Thanks!

After seeing this, my heart really sunk down all the way.
Dec 5 is my 2yrs in this co. I can say that, i have already done my best in wateva things i need to do.
Initially, whn i 1st step into tis co. i totally haf no experience in shipping or rather admin industry.
Since the 1st day (17yr old) step into working society, i haf always been into sales line. To me, after 5yrs in sales, changing to admin, was really a big change for me personally.

For the 1st 3mths, i told myself, under probation, no matter how hard it is for me to cope, i also mus endure.
Really, is a difficult time for me... I rmb everyday i will haf notebk, pen wif me to note dwn everything thy teach me.
Shipping itself, is much more different than those normal data entry clerk. Terms, forms, rules n regulations, import, export, how to send email, wat is cc, bcc, how to communicate wif ppl using emails, many many... Seriously im really struggling like hell.
At tat time, only i can help myself. Who can tok/share/pour my problems to at tat time is none.
All mus depend on myself . Everyday after work come hm is read notes taken on tat day, wat haf i learnt. What mus i do.

I really treasure this job, coz despite my inexperience n low qualification, co. stil gif me a chance to join them n learn.
My dept only got boss, 1 senior(sl) n me. Thy are really nice ppl.
Finally, after my 3mths probation, boss ask me: do i like shipping?
my reply was: no. coz i stil can't seems to master wat i nd to do in my work.
Boss was abit shock wif my ans. then she say: so u stil prefer ur sales job?
Me: Yes boss, pls understand, i haf been sales line for 5yrs. If now, i tel u i like shipping more than sales, is bluff u de. How can 5yrs passion being covered by newly 3mths ?
Boss: u are really a frank person.
Me: i dun wan to tel 1 lie and use 100 lies to cover my 1st lie. Im a direct person, frankly, i dun like ppl to use their rank on me. I dun gif a damm either. Got logic i will listen. No logic pls dun expect me to listen.
Boss: u r really a frank person, i seldom mit ppl like u. So, are u willing to gif urself a chance to learn more here?
Me: of coz im willing... to me, i gif myself probation period is at least 6mths-1yr. Personally, 3mths is actually learn nth... Hope in future, plz directly tell me my faults, dun nd ps.
Boss: yes of coz i will. hope u can do the same also..

After tat~ stil ok de. until arn 6mths later. SOmething happen.
Boss tell me: Janice, i realise recently u kip smsing during work...
Upon hearing tis, i noe is my fault and apologise in face to boss. Why so many sms?
Reason is, before i enter tis co. i m working PT s/m(sales n marketing aka mlm). At tat period where i gt so many sms is becoz, tat time, im a senior in s/m. then my downline nd to go for appt, etc... Is my manager(dajie) help me handle them whn im at work de.
Anything happen she will update me.
Whenever my downline gg out for appt, my hp will sound. Mostly will haf cope up, either late, nv buy, emo, etc etc...

At tat pt i noe im not a responsible worker in shipping co. Im really guilty for tat. On the other hand, i can't leave s/m also, i can't leave my downlines fighting alone.
So, at tat period, i haf to endure wif shipping co. warning, s/m stress... Who to pour my problems? is my s/m manager(dajie) n director(dage) help me thru. Holding 2jobs at a time.
Can't tel my shipping boss im holding PT job outside. Can't leave my s/m job also. Lols, imagine, at tat time, everyday after work, nd to dwn s/m office either brief my downlines or help training, etc... Stress at both jobs.
Same routine goes on for arn 6mths-1yr? Really can go siao, n i think at tat period, im really siao... But i haf overcome it with the help of dajie n dage... Thy are really my mentor, no matter in life or work, i learn alot frm them.

I left s/m begining tis yr. Well, now can focus more on shipping.
For this yr, gt many new stores opening, nd to noe other forms of import procedure, nd to go onsite oversee project, etc.
Well, is gd sia, can learn other things.
Workload is heavier than before le, 7stores de docs need to do, file, arrange dlv, etc.
Im ok wif it de. Even many times, my docs abit too much in my intray, i do OT til nite, i also nv say anything.

Morning, i seldom late for work... 2yrs here, my latest is 1 time i reach at 930am coz of traffic jam due to accident near my workplace. Other than tat, i seldom late.
But tats not really impt bah~

For my efficiency at work, i really duno... Some ppl say im efficient, some think not really.
For me, i really duno~ i will finish my work on tat day, seldom will drag till after work. Normally i do OT is to do filing or billing things, not shipping docs for stores. The past, i reach at 8plus i jus start do do do~
Will finish both countries de docs before noon. Now sometimes i jus send out after lunch time. and its stil within my time frame. but i dun understand, y today, i will receive tat email...

I m really lost. Did i really done anything wrong? Chat wif frenz in gmail a wrong thing? Past im "siao on" do everything fast fast. Now im jus slowing down my pace abit n problems arise...
I dun wan to say Janice is gd, efficient or wateva. Im also dun wan to comment on other ppls behaviour at work. But personally tis time, i really can't accept it.
I nv owe co. anything... Wat i shud do de, i really put in my best. OT wateva, i nv even complain a single thing... Not my jobscope de, i also do w/o a saying anything.
But y?

Im really sad today... But i wun be angry wif boss le, coz frm her pt of view i can understand her... but frm my pt of view i cannot accept...
Sigh~ i wun gif up on my gchat also... coz i nv becoz of chat affect my work. **sobss** sad

Today boss treat me super nice, tok to me super polite, den lunch time i nv go eat, she abit ps, ask me y dun wan go. i say i nt hungry, morning eat le^_^
She is a gd boss seriously...

Ahhhhhhh....... im stil very sad .~_~. Jus now tok to mummy abt tis, say dao i jiu wan sobs. but i nv la, so big le stil cry infront of mummy, ps...
Parents, erjie, xiaomei noe abt tis, console me... lucky to haf them
Now writing tis blog, see the email, tears auto drop..
But i belief i shud be ok tmr le...Liang wen ying gt one song ( 哭過就好了）

Tmr i wan tag tag for babies, monday cannot online, nd go stktake duno til wat time. left only sat n sun play wif babies. Miss~

I LOVE EUU. 2:07:00 AM

? Friday, December 11, 2009

10 december 09

**Cheer~~!!!**
Lolx.. So happy !!
Today i got my long john, di gua~~ wakkakakaaaa
Er jie bring me go eat de, muacks ty jie!

Finally get to see wat is gingerbeer liao... keke, next time wan buy n try le...
Wkakakaa... weekend coming~
I hope weekend faster pass, i love wkday more.. coz can play wif pig... ^_^

Looking forward to 17, 22, 24 December... How i wish it can faster come
Wee!! Wee!!!
Tmr after wrk gg shopping for my materials n present le >.<"
Smell something~ my pocket is burning~ LOL

Yawn~ 1255am now... wan upload photos de, but duno y cannot post it... Error in link...
Hmm... Shall try again next time...
*start hermmming*
Go to slp now, close ur eyes, time to think of tmr~~~
ZzZzzz ~~ ~_~zzz ('oo')

I LOVE EUU. 12:42:00 AM

? Thursday, December 10, 2009

This week really a very emo week til now...
but of coz there is also some happy things also ^_^

Down~
Do everything also not smooth... Very tired sia...
Quarral,argue,kana fly plane, bluff etc... Really tmd sad
Quarral coz i too kaypoh AGAIN! omg, i jus can't change my kaypo-ness. which i really hate myself for being like tat.
Happen so many times, i stil cannot change, sigh~ really damm me.
How to change sia? the only way i can think of is, ppl always tel me- out of sight, out of mind. But..siao sia... immpossible for me to kip tis person out of sight... unless i die huh?

Hmm... after my kaypo towards the 1st person, next is my sis. faint.. AGAIN! i kaypo.. Early morning ask jes, today gt go work mah? she say ya. den i say oh! den y not u go apply fri leave. den u no nd every morning kip thinking dun wan go work or wateva.
In the end, me, out of hao xin(i noe she tired coz her coll kip geng MC, den throw all to her, all things she nd to settle herself) tel her, kana her say... -_-

Stil got wat... hmmmm for the time being for this wk i think tis affect me alot only bah.. bloody hell, i really dun like to argue at all! sigh~ the more i prevent, the more it will happen.. cry!
Actually i got think of some ways to solve my r/s between them, maybe can make it better... but i nd to sacrifies something sia.. shud i? shud i not?

Up~
Er jie like to gif me surprise sia.. i told her i wan go see dino~ but no one will wan go de, coz to my frenz, thy rather go shopping den go bird park see tis things. ~_~"
But i prefer to go sight-see all these things rather than go shopping...
Shopping is boring to me sometimes~
i prefer tourist attractions places like Sentosa, zoo, mueseum, bird park, crocodile farm, night safari, haw par villa(long time nv go le >.<), natural reserve walk walk, mt faber, etc etc... Wee!! wee!!
Last time i stil gt go take those pamphlets of s'pore tourist attractions sia, lols.. coz i wan to go visit all at least once or twice a yr lo :D wakkkakaka

intially she nv tel me at all she purchase the tix, until dinner time she gif me dino postcard(now tgt wif my bed de kitty displays area) and then the tix.. lols, i see liao abit shock dao~
i say say only, nv really expect her go buy sia.. although i like to go, but i scare she bored, coz i nv heard b4 tat she will go these places de...
Happy! coz can go see new things le, gt ppl pei me go le.. wakakakaa

Down~
today suddenly went down again sia... gt ppl put me plane, den my work all abit jam diao~ worst part is i cannot chat wif jie sia. OMG! :(
Everytime i gt things, i will straight tell her de, but chat spoilt diao~ we cannot link to each other. faint... jes also nv online, crY~
Den suddenly all the past few days de things, all come back to me.. flash back, suddenly feel lost diao... Can stare at my outlook for few mins, den duno wat to do next. zzz

Jie say chat in email. i almost wan cry out... siao de, she so busy, whre gt time reply me email. no one is there to let me pour my things out.. ma de, make me feel like crying.. but cannot sia, cry outside, malu dee~ cannot let other ppl see.. *shy*

But bottle too long de things, if i nv relieve out, i will do something very siao.. I rmb (nt tat sot actually): last time work sales n marketing, suddenly i feel very emo, duno becoz of wat thing happen~ i wan to share wif someone(dajie i think), but can't find tat person to say... den i jus left office w/o a word.
Tat time my fellows coll blur diao, kip ask me come back, but i ignore.. jus kip walking out...thy called many times, i nv pick up. sms alot also.. i ignore til certain time, den i reply them... then thy come find me. ~_~

I noe is a irresponsible action, but whn i can't think thru, tats wat i do.. tats y ppl like to say me siao-_- LIke some ppl saying: whn ppl go siao, u can never expect wat thy will do..

Today i also wan walk out of my office de, den ask for urgent time off, but in the end i nv... i went toilet to cool dwn~
Arn 4plus, er jie come back le.. finally~ lols, suddenly feel so happy, coz can tel her things liao... but whn i wan say, suddenly duno wat to say liao.. haha i stil tel her too late le, i cry out liao..

Cry=flow my tots out... but of coz wil stil feel not gd la, at least better than i alone..
Suddenly i realise, wah sey, i too used to be wif er jie, if she suddenly not arn, i feel so lonely sia... not becoz whn she is arn gt ppl pei me chat..
even if she nv chat, busy. but stil in the conversation, i'll feel much an xin..
Hmmm... same feeling like, whn at nite, i slp, jes bed is empty, haven come back, tat type of feeling lo.. unsecure feel.

Up~
Gg to aunty hse soon~ wee~!! she so nice, kip ask me wat i wan for lunch, can eat at her place. wakkakkaa... REally looking forward to tat lo, coz can mit wif her, tricia, jie. keke, i really enjoy gg out wif them~ **clap clapp wee!!**

No matter wat, i still love those ppl i love, do the work i need to do... I think i shud change myself to suit into the enviroment, rather than expecting ppl to suit to my expectation bah~

ps: wo bu yao arguements liao, no gd, i dun like i wan everyday everyone happy happy jiu hao ('(oo)') MoOoooO~~~ haha

~ ~ Cherish ~ ~ Cherish ~ ~ Cherish ~ ~ Cherish ~ ~ Cherish ~ ~ Cherish ~ ~

I LOVE EUU. 12:37:00 AM

? Friday, December 4, 2009

Today is 4 dec.
By right i shud haf plans for this mth to achieve, but i haven do it ~_~

Tmr gg to cut my hair.. many ppl say is long, and i feel abit "heavy" also. Maybe cut liao will be more 'qing song' bah~ I noe my mood swing recently really affect ppl arn me...

Right now wat i can think i have to do is:
1) Cut hair
2) Go Chinatown buy beads, need to do for some ppl.
3) Shop for Christmas present

Other than the top 3, of coz there is stil other things like, audi(ring), go lot 1 find my ex coll, gt some things i feel like eating, drink bubble tea, starbuck mint de!... wakakkakaa~_~" but i feel like time is running short... Sigh.
My workload has increase abit, due to unable to clear on time... so now is like, abit sian...

I wan to go out wif frenz, but but... sigh~ not every fren... Frenz i got alot, but really can tok freely de only gt 2.
Hope tmr will be a better day....
I need to reflect n adjust again~ jiu ming~

i noe Er jie wan pei me today de, coz i told her i alone, my family all out, left me. She wan bring me go eat long john.. Not i dun wan to eat wif her, coz her mum gt cook liao, den i dun wan her te di pei me til arn 9 den rush hm for the compy.. Rush here rush there, tiring dee..
Nan de weekend den she can go compy wif her cpl, so dun take up her time.
anw, we can mit other days also...
Wakaka, mon, if nth goes wrong can mit her liao, wakkaka, can suan her? =x
Of all frenz, only she will te di say wan pei me.. lols, really my toot pig ('oo')

Aaaaaaa, now is 830pm, i stil at office.. Suddenly head very pain.... >.<"
Going off soon ~_~"

I LOVE EUU. 1:33:00 PM

? Thursday, December 3, 2009

Mit dajie n rachel at cityhall today after work. Si rachel, nv change at all, as usual, stil late. -_-

Me n dajie go walk walk find where to eat. den i say, si rachel late, ask her come later, pay for bill can le. wakakaka.
Walk arn suntec, went to the tang dian wang (shanghainese restuarant). Quite nice. cost arn 40+. rachel pay.

after tat walk arn suntec to city link, den settle at starbuck drink. i wan drink the peppermint de, but no more le. cry!!! wan drink also dun haf. sad~_~

Rachel wan go out de, but dajie mai, den i also mai. go drink n sing, tired... cannot take it also. sick recently haven fully recover. lata drink liao let ppl say again o.o"

Reach hm arn 11. login audi find pig play. lols... but pig cannot play too late, coz tmr gt work. i tag halfway, den play other mode. I can play late, coz tmr i on leave. lolssss.... now is arn 3am. my eyes is closing liao~~ tmr den tag wif pig. at least gt ppl tok to me.. bleheHh~~

Today's Towards dajie:
Seems like a long time nv see dajie, she has slim down alot, but more radiant n looks young also.. can feel she's quite tired-frm her work bah... i noe she dun really like the job, but for the sake of money..
Sigh~ wat to do. stress also mus do. in order to eat=do=earn.. Hope to meet up wif her soon, she is busy..... miss her so much
she told me she only gt contact me, rachel, cong in DW. the rest nv le...
When rachel ask her to come out, she say ask janice along also. actually i also say the same thing to rachel. We feel gt each other co. at least more comfortable bah...

Today's feel Towards Er jie:
Today so funny, gmail chat she say she pm me, but i nv reply n jus log off. frankly i nv see her reply sia, i tot she go offline le, gg hm le mah. lols.
In bus, called her, but she nv pick up, scare she angry wif me sia, so sms, but halfway of my msg, she return call.
Tok to her halfway, den i heard she told me she dun wan tok to me le, bye~ so i bye back lo. den she sms say i kup her phone. ROFL, i was really laughing in the bus, so ps o.o"

Having both of them really make my day bright ! Hope to keep in touch with them forever

I LOVE EUU. 2:20:00 AM

? Wednesday, December 2, 2009

WahhhHh~~ 525, daddy called, say come fetch me home. Wee!!! gdgd...
Coz i gt stomach cramp n stomachache... But then at nite need to mit up wif gh, pris, sis for dinner.

Reach hm at 6pm. Muaahaha, 1st thing i do is to on PC. then go bath. After wash up, login audi wan tag babies. but~ audi patch sia. i tot is patch til 530. but i think thy extend bah. Arn 630 den i can login. so happy neh~ but then no ppl inside to play dee. sad sia~! >.<>
But lucky enuff, got ppl come approach me tag wif me. wakakkaaka! which is arn 7pm.
810pm den faster log out. total gain 81 hearts. Went to mit them.

Initially say wan go long john silver de! But, si gh say he afternoon eat liao, can eat hawker anot, so he can treat. But i dun wan hawker ;wild in the end, went to suki sushi instead. was near closing time, went in arn 9 le. faint... Again ! we are the last grp to go.
zZzzz.. y tis 2days, i eat until shop close de sia. wa sey.. lols...
GH pay for it. $40+

Coz gh is gg NS next fri. den he say, wan go for coffee mah? den we proceed to amk hub there de S11. Drink i think until 11+ den we left. reach hm arn 1130 le.. canot play wif pig also -_-

Was a very nice catch up.. very long nv see both of them le, i think last mit them is arn few mths ago bah? Both of them used to be my downline while working in s/m. Very guai recruits, lols... shy shy! they stil rmb me ^_^

Wish gh all the best in his ns life and pris in her uni.

I LOVE EUU. 8:18:00 AM

? Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Muahahhahahahahahaa~~
Today after work mit Er jie go farrer de seoul garden. last day promo 1 for 1.
When we reach there, the queue was liek wat the hell~ so long neh~ faintz...

But we stil queue lo. reach roughly arn 630? den we queue til arn ~~ erm... 840pm den can go in sit. wakakkakaka~!! omG la... 2hrs plus. o.o" i first time queue sooooo long just to haf a dinner.
Lolx... Although is abit tiring for me la, coz my max waiting time is 1hr nia. wah sey, tis time really double my limit liao. wakaka..

But nice la, coz gt a lame pig to entertain me, lame wif me, see her face i already wan laugh.. wakakka!! Actually tis 2hrs to me, not really like hell time la, was more of a fun time^_^

She gt ask me go shop shop 1st, but i dun wan sia.. shop alone to me = die. So boring to shop alone~ if really bobian bobian den i will do it. 99% i wun. LOL, im scare of lonely de. no one tok to me, so men~

Initially we plan to eat liao den go shop arn tat mall de, but, can't lo. we go in arn 8+9. Den i say, tmd, we eat until shop close. haha, since we queue so long liao. we left arn 1040?
Muahhahhaa, i think is my 2nd time, eat until shop closing. 1st time is wif dajie at suki sushi at cineleisure, we eat until 1am, whole store left us only. So today is my 2nd time, with Er jie, eat until store arn closing time also. haha, whole mall shops close le neh~ shy*
Er jie pay for this dinner de.. hmmm, nxt time my turn to pay liao ok? ;eeks

I reach hm arn 1145, think Er jie reach arn 1215 bah... now is 1am. finish posting liao. time for me to slp le...... I really enjoy tonite ty jie... lols, go 3 times seoul wif u, always peel prawn for me.. wakakakka *shy* ;mua

I LOVE EUU. 12:45:00 AM

Saturday 28

Wee!! Wee!!! Today going to Kitty lab!! Omg~ very excited neh~ keke

Reach expo arn 3pm. Then squeeze thru the crowded expo hall duno wat, near the mrt there. Very very crowded coz got the sitex, courts, john little, etc sia... Wa sey, really cmi....

Kitty lab is at expo hall 1. so we need to go all the way to the other end... reaching there, surprise to see not much ppl de. Heng lo, i think coz kitty lab started few wks ago. Most kitty fan go liao bah...

Me, jes, salny n her bf. 4 of us, went to counter to redempt our admin pass. lol, mus wear landyard de sia. cool~ i feel like was really awesome !!! when step in, can feel i haf jus step into the land of kitty~ WeE!!!!! CooL~!!!!!!!! Love it.

4 of us are chiong for the badge, which mus complete all the games within 35mins. and we did it~!!! Other than the Kitty ID (char tat we personally create, choose the features, acc for kitty in the process of completing those courses), we also receive the badge! omG, really COOL ~! how i wish i m one the staff there sia. =_=

After tat, we went to the counter outside to take free pics. LOL~! Very high tech sia, see which character u haf rdm chose. den jus hold the card facing the screen, den the character will appear liao. Wee!! Damm cool~~!! OMG!!! HIGH TECH!

Ok, over there, i buy some things. waakkakakaa.. I buy the kitty online game prepaid card, for $10 (inclusive of 2 free kitty posters) wakakakka!!! Then nxt time i can play kitty online game liao~! shy!

I also saw something, im damm excited abt. which is the kitty holding apple **shy** LOL!!!!

I tot no more stk liao, as jes told me she went to retail kitty store, can't find this soft toy liao. but but!! over here, i saw it. i think pricing wise more of less the same. $49.95. wakakkaka!! i think vrey long, duno wan buy anot, coz abit ex lo.. but i scare go out no chance to see it liao how sia. so i buy it ^_^

Lets view the pictures~~~

I LOVE EUU. 12:14:00 AM