? Thursday, October 30, 2008
today, sold my car le.... Many reasons behind it.
Nth much to say... 
When is time to let go, u have to let go...
I LOVE EUU. 8:21:00 PM
? Monday, October 20, 2008
Today my eye swollen, got pus. Went to see doctor. I told doc almost 2wks le. Why problem still exist? Den doc say, he suggest 2ways. One is he refer me to a specialist for surgery. The 2nd one, he gif me a stronger medicine and shall observe some more time. Then of coz, who will wants a operation on ur eye.. Haiz. But very uncomfortable n pain. On the other hand, i also very scare. Operation sia, although is a small eye surgery, but still scare leh... Haiz...
Gotta 2 days MC again. :( Again again again MC!
Affect my work and also how my manager looks at my personality liao.... Down down down....
Shit. Why all these "lucky" things kip happening to me... Feel so .... Haiz. dunno how to say either.
Hope can dun go surgery, faster get well, so can go back to work also...
I hate to see doctor !!!!! Hope i dun see doctor again.
Take good care of health.
I LOVE EUU. 9:37:00 PM
? Sunday, October 19, 2008
My eyes swollen again. Now more worst, got pus. Very pain. Haiz. Fan si ren. Recently really everything not smooth, in the sense that, i m really lost. Lost coz i realise i have no direction, nothin. PPle say im like a zombie. I agree.
I gt many things wan to pour. But like wat i said in previous blogs, i choose the chosen one. Not everyone i like to say to them. But the chosen one, always not free. Sigh. hold 1st bah. Chosen one also got her things to handle. Everyone have their own problem, so i think i shouldn't bother pple so much with my things. REallySaD.
My problem :
Eye- Maybe need to consider go operation. Coz quite long le, still haven recover. if i kip taking MC also not good. Affect my work performance and apprasizer..
Health- Getting from bad to worse. Only i personally noe the best.
Fever-Sore throat(Voiceless)- Flu(Sensitive)- Eye Sore(Weeks)
Work- RSH-Affect alot coz always take MC.
DW- SOme problems, which i hope to talk it out with dajie one last time. Waiting for that Chance, hard to meet her(she is busy coping with her own stuff also).
Life- Sales or Shipping? Time is running out. No much time left. Both got their potential future. But which?
Im not going MIA or vanish. But just dun wish to bother pple and let pple arn me too worried and feel disappointed in me. For this time being, pardon me for any attitude problem or many unanswered answers which u all asked. Unless i have an definite answer, if not i'll just let it pending unknown.
My feeling now is very scared....
Scare of losing my best frenzz
Scare of hurting pple arn me who concern abt me.
Hope all of my dear frenz take good care n be happy always!
U all are good, i will be good.
I LOVE EUU. 9:18:00 PM
