Other Side of^me

? Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Monday i went work... no voice again...
Si liao lo... Plus got many calls from shops n forwarder. But luckily got my manager n senior helped me all the way ans call. Haha, pple asked them"Janice never work today?" then my manager n senior ans: "Got, but.. She is not suitable to ans phone today..." hahaa, i think the other party was blur?
Thy kip laughing at me the moment i speak. Coz one full sentence, my voice will tend to filter off 20%. Hmm... sometimes my manager will make fun of me, purposely ask me things, then wait for my reply(unneccessary one sia) But ok la, let them laugh lo, anyway i myself also find it cute n funny lar.. Why i will kana this ... lols.

At nite went wedding dinner, mit up with my sec frenz, can't tok much lo. Hmmm.... But thy are really nice to me, concern n care abt me, Everytime ask me how m i liao...Coz for very long hrs, i never tok... hahhaa, maybe thy tot i turn mute liao... hahhaa.. Cute Frenz

Tuesday..
Wake up, no voice, plus my throat pain until i can't even open my mouth. Ear also pain. Then i took MC today.
Mit up with a fren tok abt insurance. Find it ok( the proposal she propose to me) will consider.
After tat went to see doctor. Hahhaa, doctor ask me wat problems i have. then whn i speak, he look at me n smile. i told him i got bad sore throat. den he say okok... Hmmm......

My voice is ugly... Nah.... Sad, so rough... Sian... can't tok much!
Boring.... Wan sing song at hm also hard... Boring!!!!!
TA MA DE ~!!! -_-
Hope i can recover after taking some rest n medication.
:)

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? Sunday, September 28, 2008

Sunday!
Early this morning 10am, my hp rang.. I wake up n ans... Opposite party say hello, den! i reply her, and no VOICE COME OUT! SHit... Totally no voice came out of my mouth... Dn i tried my best to ans the lady, still no voice.. Damm... i juz put the phone there, blur, wait for the lady to hang up herself.. Haha, SIs slping, parents go out, no one can tok to the person for me... So, just let it be...
Sis kip laughing me for my lost of voice. Argh!

Yest i went DW pass Dajie her present. Happy to see her delighted face upon receiving the present. Hmm, feel gd. At least there is something. Hahaha. Nothin much of the present. jus a small diy gift. Coz not sure wat she really needs, so jus make something for her.(Limited edition)
After that, have coffee with Rachel at starbuck. Then asked her tell me abt the insurance(previously she got approach me).. Im ok to it. Coz all the while, im concern abt future planning too! Got some policies too. Coz we must always prepare for the future. Not wait until things happen den ganjiong abt money. Rely on oneself is better relying on others. :)
From 7plus we chat all the way to 11pm. From tat session, she help me analysis my financial status, now i haf a better understanding of my current finance status. Is really a good thing to analysis ur own finance. Hmm... But my frenz all quite "tee ki" ask them do saving or planning thy seldom bother.
Hope thy dun wait until late 20s to early 30s den start worrying abt future sia.. Sigh. Vomit blood. This society is very "xian shi" Money is the main factor to survive. Must plan.

Maybe yest tok too much, haha, 2day totally no sound frm me... *Pui* Tmr si liao lo, how to ans call sia.. ~_~ Pek chek, must take writing material or hp along with me liao, if not nobody can understand wat im saying... lols.

Lastly, im really very very happy. Coz i noe no matter wat happens, I still have my best sisterssss n brothersssss n lovely family besides me. Im really contented with wat i have now. Will always remember n Cherish them. Cheers !

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? Friday, September 19, 2008

Recently i feel tat my vision is getting poor, i can't seems to see properly. M i getting short-sighted liao? PLus my head pains alot too.. Argh... Si liao lar... now den like tat... short-sighted is still fine, dun let me kana any head cancer or wat can liao... SHIT! TMD

Hmm.... everyday dunno y i was flashing back the times whn i newly joined DW. The time whn i really feel all of us are really bonded tightly together. We go appt together, play together, suffer together. if one of us clinch a deal, the others will motivate the rest to jiayou. We always send smses to "add oil" to our buddies. Quite oftenly we will have gathering together or even after work, got dinner together, sometimes appt end late, but we still make effort to gather n chit chat n share our things together. Everything together. we help one another without complains.
i really really miss the times. now, everyone seems to drift apart from each other le. Left me, dajie, dage. Sigh. I understand we can;t turn the clock back anymore.

I really really happy to join this family, knowing some buddies which we fight together before. No matter where thy go, i still wun forget them, i always try my best to keep in contact with them, coz is FATE that brings us together. i wun let it slip by my fingers even we are not working together.
Trust me.

Same goes for current moment. by my side left Ms R n Mr L. haha, i always told them i love them the most. Seriously speaking. Only them, i respect them, like them, coz i feel like thy are juz like my siblings, knowing me n helping me. Although, i feel that for some reasons, we are also drifting apart. But im still holding on. Wun let things slip thru easily.

In my life, Friendship n Kinship is the most impt thing. This i have confidence as high as the sky. Frankly, i will do anything to protect n help them. As long as i m alive n i noe wat thing is happening, seriously, i wun sit back n watch. (coz i have a kaypoh character? lols).

Mainly wat i wanna say is, hope the pple i really respect n love most and really feel my presence, coz i really treasure n cherish. many times i keep quiet, not becos i dun care, jus that i scare. If i pester too much, i scare we might jus like magnets of the same poles, repel.

F.A.T.E

I LOVE EUU. 11:35:00 PM

? Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Today in office, suddenly after lunch, i was feeling every cold... Shivering, so i took a short rest.. (on n off rest till 5plus) hmmm... Not i slack, is i really feel hot n cold constantly....
Den bobian after work, still nd to went down to lau pat sat find client gif her products(exchange). Delay for a week le... 6plus reach, stay there eat n wait for them to be abit free den tok to her. After all, left the place at arn 8pm. After tat i thinking of gg dw pass dage the bracelet back, (paiseh also, on hold so long). so i sms n gave him a call later and ask him wait for me awhile.

When i reach, hmmm... atmosphere not very right. How to say? abit low bah... Den i saw dage n dajie toking.. Serious face thy have.. I also dun dare to tok rubbish to them. Thy mus have problems need to discuss bah... I just pass dage the bracelets n was thinking, dun disturb their meeting, faster go off. Then i saw dajie expression, hmmm.. seems like she cried ? i also dun wan to ask her so much, coz i noe she also wun say anything de. so mights well dun bother her 1st. I tried to spice up the atmosphere but can't seems to spark up sia... Haiz.

I noe wats the problem, juz tat i bo chap. Coz i can't help. Not i dun wan to help, is i simply can't help them to the extend that will really boost. Im trying also, but always no results.

Like i told myself before, i will want them to be happy, not to be worried and bothered abt my things. I just hope to have something, so thy can at least feel abit (^_^). But till now, i haven done tat yet.. Damm it.

Many things i noe and can agar feel wat is happening, although i seldom go dwn. From both my mentors' face, everything, can say i sensitive bah... Coz i m a super sensitive person. But i dun wan to be so direct to them. Juz act like i m a simply bo-chap person bah... Let them dislike better than let them have hopes. Coz whn hopes shattered, one hurts very much, wounds very deep. But whn one dislike the other, very soon the wounds will heal and forget.
Im not acting 伟大. Just that my personality is born like that. Rather die for others than letting them die.

救的了别人、救不了自己

I LOVE EUU. 8:44:00 PM

? Thursday, September 11, 2008

After work today went to Bugis den again walk to Suntec to hunt for presents...

This month got many birthday babies, n also many happy occasions(my frenz wedding)
Joyful Month!
Search high n low, finally got one for my god father, one for my bro, one for my fren but... the quite impt one i can't seems to find a suitable one... Hmm, but still got time, im sure i can find it!!!

Then i saw a GUESS bag, love it alot. 1 type i saw at bugis OG, nv get the chance to flip to look at the price.. Sigh. The other one is at SUNTEC GUESS STORE. cost arn $200... love it... But due to the capability of myself, mus hold 1st, can't anyhow spent on these... Others is more impt... Hopefully by this yr end, i can save n buy one Branded bag for myself, coz i never have any b4...
Tired, i wan to slp le.

Tmr is Qiwei birthday, Hereby wish her an early 21st birthday, stay pretty always n be happy...!

I LOVE EUU. 11:38:00 PM

? Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Me me me..... AGAIN !!!
i m so happy.. Initially dad n mum dun wish to go Chinese gdn de, haha, thy find it sian...

Then i say, cANNOT! i wan to go, pei me go leh, coz this yr is HELLO KITTY !!

hahhaa, yo ho !!!

Damm shiok n excited whn dad came back frm work on Monday and say lets go !

I faster rush back hm after meeting a customer to pass her product.

Entry fee is $12/ adult.

Total $48(4 of us)+ carpark ($3).

All the way, *snap *snap* Click*click*...!

Really happy, can see my idol !

Kitty driving! haha, my favourite activity(driving)+Favourite idol(Kitty)= Perfect!

IF u wanna see more photos of them, pls go to my friendster or facebook as i have upload there!

000000!!!!!! Hello Kitty Rocks !!!!!!000000

I LOVE EUU. 10:45:00 PM

Over the weekend.. Some things happen.... Hmm, should i say i positive or negative? I'm also not sure.... *Sob
one thing is regarding dajie;
the other is regarding my recruit....
As for the 1st one, jus keep it in my heart bah...
For the 2nd one, my 3recruit quit at the same timing.
hunt told me he dun wan to continue to work in DW .
Pris told jes she dun wan to continue to work also.
Ham went MIA.

Reason, well... Some... how to say? Start from wherr? Haiz ..... My heart is raining...
Although results from them is not fantastic, but wat matter most is the journey, not the result.
We fight together, play together before... But now? Sigh.
Anyway, i wish them all the best also... HAha, really hope thy are more n more sensible enuff to decide wat is the best for them.. No matter where they are... What thy do...

For me... as wat i always told my mentor.. I will do wat is needed for me to do, fulfil wat i wan, to help n to achieve. Before i made any decision, i make sure i finish all i should do n wish to do, so as not to have regrets in life. Help others is my mOTO! Frenz n Family 1st! me last...

Seeing others happy makes me happy

I LOVE EUU. 10:25:00 PM

? Friday, September 5, 2008

September 04:
today im on MC. Mang chang n gastric pain.. Doctor give me medicine to eat, i ask doctor wat if this problem persist? den he told me to find him again n he will giv me a longer period of medication. -_- den i told him i also got heart pain, but hor, he never ans my question leh... TMD! After seeing doctor, i went to mit my downline, do planning n tell him abt the latest product news etc... Reach hm arn 6pm... Hmm.... after tat at hm do "something" den pei family watch tv, pei them have dinner.. Sweet (^_*) One more thing, this morning mummy close a deal... wah sey, damm pro, mummy use the Kimchi, and it helps alot in flatten the tummy abit, mummy find it very effective, so she promote to my aunty.. haha, over the phone lo... Steady steady.. THis make me realise something, Influence pple is the most effective way.
I wanna tell dajie abt this news de, but hor, haiz, now a big sales either, den every single thing tell her, scare she fan... coz i noe not only me report to her, other pple also, so she having big head sia...I noe im not matured enuff, so everything fan her, until i paiseh..

September 05:
Play badminton today.. Now my hand damm pain.. My sis, her bf, her bf frenz, me.. 4pple play frm 8pm-9pm. after tat come hm... Now i type also got problem, shit, damm damm weak.. hahha, tats the result for not doing exercise regularly... Anyway, today im juz looking forward to tomorrow. 1- My frenz baby ger bdae party. 2- GO treatz with dajie for chill n chat..(Hope she is free)

gOOd Nitez for now, gona take medicine before sleep, plus i quite tired if look at the computer screen for too long. Btw, i think im going to have short sighted soon. everyday see PC for at least 7hrs, damm shaq... if i really got wear spect, i'll take photo n upload here... Yeah!

I LOVE EUU. 11:30:00 PM

? Wednesday, September 3, 2008

September 02: Mit gh n ham for discussion or rather a session ask them whether thy still wanna continue to work in DW anot. If not, den is ok also, coz i find tat forcing wun have any gd end, no one will be happy too.

Conclusion: Thy wanna continue to work... Good... I also have made myself clear to them. If thy are not interested in working together, no matter is participating or personal progress, i will directly tell them, to do, or to leave. Don't wish to let them waste anymore time here, if thy dun haf any results, etc... Be it is money or experience. if thy nv gain either one, i will advice them to stop. Time is precious, thy are still young, maybe in s/m thy can't see more, maybe other place thy might bah.... As long as thy are still here, i will do to my best to assist them. Really...

September 03: Today Shipping got many problem... Cope up, error in documents details, short landed carton... Many sia... -_-.... Manager n suling jie scare i cannot take it, helps me alot. Im consider lucky bah... With their help, finally settle... Good. But another thing arise need me to settle. Dw. Hhmmm, i haven do my planning.. Promise dajie will go dwn today pass her the plan de... But hor, not i dun wan to plan, juz tat i got no time leh... Yesterday go till 12plus den reach hm, today need to go work again... Thought of planning at rsh today if i free, but, haiz, too bad...
Anyway, everything is settled for now, got many pple helping me, i greatly appreciate. (RSH & DW)

What dage msg me today, i never forget.. u told me tough times dun last, tough men last. I always remember. Coz Dajie often told me this too. I understand n can feel how u all treat me, hmm.... undescribable feeling bah... Coz i really see alot, learn alot, frm both of u. I told dage today, most imptly for me is, i dun hope to lost contact with u all. Coz i treasure n cherish friends n family alot.. Is Fate bring us together. DOn't ever take frenz for granted. Trust me. Cherish the ones beside u, don't wait till u lose it n regret forever... ^_^

(i notice something, hope my intuition is wrong)
Ahhhh! Im really very lucky to have u all by my side.. Helping me...

Hard to change others. SO i dun intend to either... No use..

I must change myself to suit into the environment n pple.

I LOVE EUU. 11:23:00 PM

? Monday, September 1, 2008

Lost 1:
This morning, i was happily going out for work, coz is Mummy's birthday ! ^_^ Still told mum to buy chilli crab, at nite eat dinner together... Yeah !
Who noes, whn i was on my way to interchange to take bus, i realise somthing........ I realise my bracelet is not on my wrist !!! OmG, i was like... *damm, did i misplace it at hm? or lost it on the street? or in the bus? Hai !!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHit, i sms xiaomei ask her to check my bed or hse see whether got anot...Den i wait till arn 10am den call hm n ask mummy, sad to noe tat, it was not at hm..... haiz haiz haiz.....
It was a gift from Mummy. She wanted to support me to work in DW, she buy one bracelet to encourage me to do well in DW. Coz she say, to sell pple thing, is better to use one also, more convincing... From there onwards, i treasure this gift alot.. I have lost once before le, but luckily i found in at toilet... Lucky once, but not twice... Y Y Y!!!!!!!!!!! Really feel a deep impact of lost of something sia.... Haiz... Buy another one also no use anymore, meaning is not as strong as before liao...
I very weird de, always got this habit to check my accessories on my body everyday, everytime whenever i was free. My earing, necklace, amulet string, bracelet.... ARHGhhhh! y i will lost sia..?

Lost 2:
Someone tua me today. 1week ago, this person say he wan to buy the bracelet, den last min say he no money, ask me september go n find him again. Me just like an idiot, believing in wat he say. Whn he ask me go lunch, i pei him go, coz i dun wan him to have the tots tat Janice do finish sales le dun wan to mit liao, dao, etc... so in order to prevent this negative tots, many times whn he ask me to go lunch, i agree. Den he abit wat also la, haiz, hard to say here.... hmmm......sad.
Today is september 1. I ask him out for lunch, coz he say september then go find him abt the bracelet again mah.. So i jus did. in the end, whn i was taking out invoice n wanting to write, he say hold 1st. he dun wan to buy, i ask him y leh? tot say very early liao, promise liao.. Then he say ya la, but haiz, hold 1st lor. he dun need it now.
Den i told him, haiz, is ok la, if u dun wan jus tell me straight, no need to fu yan wo..
Haiz... Feel like slapping him. But after thinking, is my fault bah... Haiz.. Really no mood to say anymore..

Don't wish to disappoint anyone... I hope to do well in everything i do. In DW, dun wish to let Dage n Dajie down. In life, dun wish to let family down. But, many many times, i nv go n make life hard for others, none. But why muz i get this? Retribution?? Do i deserve all this? Haiz. No comments. Thats life..
Life is hard, road is bumpy. But as long aS we are strong n optimistic towards life. Nothing is a problem. ^_^ Coz i always tel myself, i mus be strong in order to motivate n entertain n brighten other pples life.. hehehehe.. Cheers!

I LOVE EUU. 9:26:00 PM