Other Side of^me

? Sunday, April 27, 2008

2day sis told me... She say she remember regene telling her on Friday, that thy are having a informal gathering stuff after they came back frm vietnam.. I was like... I dunno anything abt tis.
This morning, i tell my sis: " Hmmm, dunno whn regene thy all coming back frm vietnam?" My sis reply me: "thy are going frm May 2- May 5." I was like... I dunno anything abt tis.
Then i tell sis, i feel like i m drifting very far apart frm them le, the main reason is not i seldom go office. Juz tat ppl have changed? Last time, i seldom got time to go dwn. Thy still make an effort to ask how abt me, and tell me the recent upcoming events, etc... But not now anymore..... thy changed? Or issit me? Sis said, she also feel tat, coz, she also get to noe frm other team member tat actually my own Team is going to Vietnam. He still asked whether i m going anot. And... Sis still need to make up story, say i'm working, so most prob no time to go. But.. the truth is.. I dunno anything abt tis.

I dare to say is, i never change abit. I m still doing my part to help the company, to help my recruit, to help myself. Even i noe that My team might have misunderstood me, maybe thy tot i have been slacking, dun feel like working anymore.But i'm not. All this while, i'm juz doing a backend job. Planning, Teaching my sis to do recruitment and product knowledge skills. Teach her at hm. Do the planning @ my full time office. ALways thinking thinking... That is part of the reason i have no time to go Office. At least, my Effort paid off. Coz sis experience the recruitment n sales part, she has gain back abit of confidence. Thats my ultimate aim. I wan all my recruits, no matter who if u are willing to learn and tell me wat u wish to gain, i will be most willing to teach n share.

Sister worried abt me. She say the HEad is looking dwn on me? Feel like i m slacking? Sis cried sia.. haiz. Sad to see her that. I told her, dun worry, as long as we noe what we are doin, and we are working towards our aim, Do it and prove it.. Even regene or lincoln dunno abt my intention, is ok (although i will feel really sad)..
We wanna a team of our own. Our very own Team.. ^_^

NO matter what, I always respect and love this 2 Ppl the most. (^_^) Thy taught n help me all the way up here.. Now and Forever

I LOVE EUU. 10:13:00 PM

? Thursday, April 24, 2008

Xiao mei is really happy..
Really can noe how thy feel.
XiaoMei did something which she has not much confidents in. End Result is= Gd
As i always told her, u wun noe wat will happen the nxt min. Why think of wat wil happen next whn u haven started doing>?
We all can't forsee the future. But we can Create Miracle in future. Thats wat i always believe. No harm in doing, No harm in trying. As long as we dun Harm others?
Firstly juz ask ourselves, wat we are doing, issit illegal? will it harm others? or will it benefits all?
Most of the times, we have the answers in our heart, juz tat we will be influence by others negative thinking.
There is no Forcing in this world. I believe we are all born with our own talent, our own thinking.. Juz how much ppl willing to accept wat others says, whether issit Critising or Praising.

No matter What we do. Juz have faith in Yourself. Willing to accept, is a form of growing.
I have been experiencing for the past years. Sometimes whn i reflect back.. My past attitude, my past actions, my past thinking. Really, i feel that i have grown alot. Especially whn things happen.
Good or bad. to me is all learning experience. To me, Life Experience is something that can't use money to buy. IF ppl sharing their life experience to me, im really really honour and delighted.
Juz my personal views, doesn't mean it will apply to others. ^_^

Faith

I LOVE EUU. 8:59:00 PM

? Saturday, April 19, 2008

18 April 2008
My 1st time to MOS.
Initial planning is to go Zouk, coz company got free tix for entrance n free flow.
But muz enter before 10pm. Waiting for my frenz to finish work, is arn 10plus le, wasted the tix... Hoho. in the end we ended up at MOS.
Reach arn 10plus bah, not much ppl yet, coz thy say the real crowd comes in after midnite. TO me, as compare to Dragonfly n MOS, i will prefer MOs more. Is much more "Variety" bah, i think.. HEhe, more yandao n mei nu (Youngsters) hahaa..
Although got abit spoilsport by a xiao mei, but overall for me, tat nite, is a wonderful nite, got my sis, my 2 da jie, 1 xiao mei=she was drunk :( Other than that, i really enjoy alot... .. hahaa
Entrance is arn $23? free 2drinks. Dancing Free. lols
Tat nite reach hm arn 3am++. slept at arn 4am. But i really really really love it! Going wif the right ppl makes everything feel so gd!
One more thing, i saw my cousin at MOS, he is working there sia.. hahaa, he told me nxt time muz go find him, (he can let me in free sia) hahahaa.... GD !
Hope Zouk is the nxt gathering... COz mountain turtle haven been b4..

I LOVE EUU. 11:37:00 PM

? Friday, April 11, 2008

11 April'08
Friday mit a fren out to discuss thing. SInce Starting of the wk, the date was confirmed. Sadly to say tat, on the actual day, tis fren of mine actually forgotten abt appt wif me... Haiz... M i a person tat ppl dun really or at least mind abt wat i have said or wat i have done or advise? I have planned wat to say on the appt, but sigh.
After tat, thru conversation with her, i found tat she has totally forgotten abt this! Damm damm sad. Really nth more to say ... Sigh~
Im those type, whn i said i got things to discuss wif u, im really serious abt it. Hope ppl dun take me as talking rubbish. I tot she will note it.. but haiz. Not juz once le... Maybe Maybe, i should juz settle on my own, think n do it myself. Rather than bothering ppl ask tis ask tat...
To me, No matter is a big deal or small ones. Responsibility takes place. Especially whn ppl ask me a favour. I die die also muz try to remember, coz tat person is in help then will find me de mah, so muz take any favour asked by ppl seriously..
Of coz sometimes whn ppl get busy, thy will tend to forget tis, forget tat...
But i think should be ok le bah, thru a few times of tis experience of disappt. I should be able to grow up more, try to seek ways out myself, coz others wun be always there to lend u a helping hand.

Understanding and Forgiving solves Everything.

Misunderstanding n assuming ruins Everything.

I LOVE EUU. 5:39:00 PM

? Saturday, April 5, 2008

Hehe, 2day i m really happy to found the Bracelet back.. actually drop at office. under the table... ^_^
went 2nd office for some briefings.. A few changes in marketing plan.It is much more easier and faster to earn n learn.. Ppl ask me whn will i start to work again.. Actually everything is in my head n heart. Hope not to let both of them down. After which, i have joined for 6mths le.. Time flies. This 6mths, my achievement is not as gd as others. But i gained alots ... Friendship, experiences.. Which money can't bought. What she hope is what i want. What has changed is wat i have been dreaming of.. What is gonna happen nobodies noe....

Human Creates Miracle

I LOVE EUU. 1:52:00 AM

? Thursday, April 3, 2008

2day i lost my bracelet.. :(

It was a gift by mum. Whn i 1st joined DW, she wanna support me,

sawing tat i was "mao". dun bear to buy one for ownself to wear, she actually bought n gave me...

2day dunno y, i suddenly found out tat it was lost!

As usual, daily, i would inspect the accessories i wore. ( earings, necklance, bracelets) becos all is gift frm other ppl.. i seldom spend money on myself, rather save the money buy for my family n frenz.. After work 2day, as usual, i would touch the accessories i wore and sad... it was no longer on my hand le... haiz....

I LOVE EUU. 9:29:00 PM