Other Side of^me

? Saturday, February 23, 2008

Together we Go
Together we Face
Together we Conquer

At some point of my life, i will refect wat had happened n wat i have done. No matter is gd or bad. So me like a grandmother always like to say stories to some "lucky" ppl, coz im choosy towards who to tell my things to. Luckily there is this creations of blog. if ask me say face to face, i will blush (*^_^*) de lo..i dunno how to express myself well.. hahaahaa

What he told me @ coffee shop i remember, Plans, explanations, reasons towards my enquiries. makes me agree.
What she told me tat nite, i remember, makes me very touched. hmm.. Everything Worth it
All the while i tot i wun have tis luck to noe these ppl who treats me real gd, but the fact is i got it! (^_^)
Treasure true frenz n those ppl arn me, tats wat i always remind myself. Don't ever take things for granted. Ppl happy, i'm happy.
There is no right or wrong in many things, juz how the way we look at it. things always takes two hands to clap. there will always be many reasons to 1 answer.

No matter is now or future, im always here. Once in, i wun choose to leave, unless im being kik lo. ^_^
Encouragement makes ones stronger, cos we never walk alone.

Juz dun worry abt anything. I'll keep doing, coz of ppl n opportunities.
Btw, i'm not childish maybe abit attitude nia.lol. But i really meant well. Telling my tots coz i treat u as best fren. Who treats me gd, is carve inside my heart. Cherish is all i do.

Life is full of unknown. Either we makes it Bright or dull, Happy or sad.

I've also learnt a lesson, not to listen to single side. Coz i have misunderstood ppl liao. Very Sorry, nxt time i will juz keep my mind cool and noe the truth 1st before i lost my temper.

This message maybe many ppl can't understand lar. But hope that "they" understand can le---> Not to worry ^_^ J_A_N_I_C_E will be here!

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? Tuesday, February 19, 2008

My work load is much until i can't take it liao... Not i kua zhang. i need to do billing, filing, invoices, shipments invoices for both brands, arrange time for delivery.. All needs to be hand up on time. How?

The 1st time i came in mind, is to quit tis job. Sell magnets better.. COz is sales eventually. Tats wat i'm born in mah.. or Maybe i more bonded to them? Haix... SHould i ? Or should i not? ... ... ... Die la.. 2day go back office. see the work load at my table, i suddenly mind blankout. Dunno wat to do. wan cry also can't. paiseh. Wat to do, but juz have to keep myself going... juz like a non-stop machine.

Then i keep thinking whn i see them, i muz pour all the things out to her.. hahaa, den i can feel much relief after saying all out. This whole story needs a lot of time, but right now i noe thy all are fighting, so mayb wun haf so much energy to listen to my grandfather story.. See how bah... But 1st of all, i wanna say my current working status out 1st.. Really fck sia, hate the route i took... :( why issit like tat.. Haiyo *bang *bang

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? Monday, February 18, 2008

Yo, i 'm back frm genting.
Very COLD ~_~
About wats so happening there, i'll update on a later date.
Coz i need to compile all the photos and memories together 1st
Den proceed to my story-telling time.
Hehehee
(^_^)

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? Tuesday, February 12, 2008

Yoyo, countdown 2more days and Janice is going to Genting le!
hahaa, Janice is quite happy abt tis trip yeah!
Coz aim long time le, finally get to hit n go ...
Janice hope tat tis genting trip will be a memorable one. Can reflect back mah, remember the good times, forget the bad..
2day went to search for Blazzer n shirt.
As for Blazzer, Janice dun haf it wor, so muz borrow frm frenz, but in the end kana dua by frenz
Mit 6.30pm, in the end say she still at hm.. haix. Why are ppl treating me tis?
But i still happy coz she specially take it to amk hub n pass me. Thanks alot ger.
Den i go n search for shirt. i suddenly forget wat color issit, so i asked my senior again..
Den go Money changer change $$.. (dad sponser) i really .... coz if not him, Janice wun haf the chance to hit tis trip. But i feel, really regret letting him doin tat. coz after i achieve my aim, some ppl juz let me feel disappointed. Although end result is a positive one, but dun u all feel tat is a bit late mah? I remember all the good n bad. Juz dunno how to balance it.. hehe.... anyway, everythings gonna be fine soon..
let the wind blow all things away, leaving Janice a Happy-go-lucky character.
Go Genting, i wanna play all the rides. Hope got ppl can acc me go play..
Play hard, Work Smart

Will update further whn i'm back !

I LOVE EUU. 11:20:00 PM

? Sunday, February 10, 2008

初二
today at my grandmother hse won $10+++... dad play mahjong, i do business(^_^).. hahhaa, my sis godmum wanted a germanium bracelet, ask me to take one for her.... After that went to my mum's side arn 7pm..．then after finish watching the final epidsode of 7pm show, den again proceed to my ex. boss hse 拜年.. Take a angbao (quite surprise value), chit chat till 9plus, den again proceed to 神檀拜年。play, eat 魚生 lolx.. past midnite den go hm.. slp arn 2am sia... tmr need to wake up early again..

初三
9am wake up.. arn 10am go to my frenz hse 拜年.. hoho, frenz gathering is always gd.. i won arn $10+++... after tat, arn 3plus, whole family go to my godmum hse 拜年, take angbao. godparents gave me $60. (^_^) dad play mahjong, i do business.. hahhaaa, i sold a germanium bracelet to my godbrother, he also told me not to mind wat other ppl say abt my trade, as long as i feel happy doin den ok le... He strongly agree tat i continue doing tis, as he say is a route to earn..
i'm really glad there are ppl supporting me, making me go on... ... ...
Arn 8plus, dad fetch my sis n i to my auntie hse, we play blackjack n i lose $10+++.. haahahaa...
i reach hm arn 1am.. tired le... ...

初四
hey hey, 2day i stay at hm.. parents go out, sis also goin out wif frenz watch movie... Around 6plus, Go out wif colleagues eat mala steamboat after tat go watch Ah Long Pte Ltd, after tat go 河畔... Nice Outing ^_^
I counted my angbao. total of arn $300+++.. quite a fruitful new yr.. i save up tis $$ for my car sia... muz save $$, can't anyhow spent liao...

Overall
Firstly:
During tis period, i dun really intend to promote my products to my relatives. These 2 customers is thy recently got buy products frm me before, then whn they saw me, thy say they wanted a bracelet.. i told them tis is the newer stock company release, and thy very steady buy it... They change my mind, coz of their support and also the feedback(good) frm them after using tis products..

Secondly:
the atmosphere during cny 一年不如一年.. After my granny passed away.. Aunty, uncle frm my mum's side all started to drift apart le.. tis yr, i never get to see most of them at all.. But luckily, i still like dad's side better, coz i'm more close to them.. Everytime, not matter wat occassion or any discussion, all of them sure gather down.. The bond is stronger ... (^_^)

Lastly:
Myself. 走一步，看一步。。。
Must have a open and happy heart.
Everything will go smoothly eventually... I believe

I LOVE EUU. 1:36:00 PM

? Friday, February 8, 2008

初一：go to grandmother hse. Eat, watch tv, take angbao. Actually nothing much.. tis year is not as enjoyable than last year. we never play poker at all, adults juz chit chat, children juz go watch CJ7, me juz watch tv n see daddy play mahjong.

Common questions thy asked me: Where is my bf? Whn m i getting married? How come u dun have bf? Next year ur turn to give Angbao liao ( -_-) Wah sey, ask until i paiseh, den my 小姑 ask me got bf mah, coz last time her newphew saw me and after tat keep asking abt me, he is attracted to me... den i tell 小姑 he noe how old m i anot, she say ya, i'm 23 le, but he is juz the same age as xiao mei sia.. hahhaaaahaa, does it means i look young? hmmm... impossible de, coz i'm not interested in him at all sia... ... and he is younger than me.
i was abit lucky lo, dunno is my grandmother blur or wat, she gave me 2 angbao($10 each) where other grandchildren only got one.. haha, coz every year grandparents always gave 2 angbao( 1 frm grandfather, 1 frm grandmother). but i forgot tis yr grandfather not arn liao, so we should take one nia.. haha, since she gave me den i take lo.. Den at nite after came back frm grandmother hse, my family play mahjong,.... i lost $7 to mum n sis... haha, play small small nia, as long as everybody happy can le. (^_^).

I LOVE EUU. 9:34:00 AM

? Wednesday, February 6, 2008

Happy new year to everyone who reads my blog.
Chinese new year is.. a day to take Ang Bao.
Last yr, i can't celebrate my cny, coz my grandfather and granny pass away in Jan, some days before cny.... Everything bought le, decorate le, in the end, all have to reset.
Sad coz 1mth lost two kin.
But, is a muz processs in life mah, no choice.. wat passed has passed..
Look forward ya

Brand New year, Brand new start.
Hope u all can slowly see a brand new me... ( Maybe a me, who is not tat "kaypo", hao mah?)
U all muz scold me if i too concern abt u ya! But dun ignore me lar, haha, i scare being lonely :)

IF i treat a ger too gd, ppl thought i m lesbian
If i treat a guy too gd, ppl thought i like him
Haiyo~ how wor.. ^_^

Zuo ren nan

Ren nan zuo

Nan zuo ren

I LOVE EUU. 2:31:00 PM

? Monday, February 4, 2008

The person who always encourage me to fight, in the end not going for the trip.
Wats the point?
She is the one who always encourage me to hit for tis trip
She always say, giant ppl all muz go 2gether, once i hit le, den we go genting crazy.
Although during the process, i got setbacks wanna gif up, she still never gif up on me, still encourage me till the end..
Now I have achieve le...
BUt So what?
dunno wats the real reason behind. i ask her whether she is going for tis trip, she never reply me.
I think i m really bothering her bah.. Who m i to care so much, ask so much.. Being Kaypo makes ppl feel irritating nia..
I'm juz nobody.. i wun bother them again anymore.
What is team? What is encouragement? Who are u? Who m i? What is Goal? What is Dream?
~_~.

I LOVE EUU. 12:24:00 AM

? Sunday, February 3, 2008

Whats the point of striving so hard to achieve something, going thru so many setbacks, whn there is a easy solution given to others whom thy simply not interested in achieving at all.
Never fight also can get it. Why i fight?

Whats the point of being so kind to ppl where ppl juz dun appreciate it.
Whats the point of being so concern abt others, where thy simply dun bother abt wat u saying.
Whats the point of continue doing all these, whn i always think tat life is unfair?

Becoz i m a Stupid fool
who simply can't stop doing all these even though i keep banging the wall.. I always say i m cheap, coz i can't live without frenz. haha.. :(

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? Saturday, February 2, 2008

02/02/08

Hehee, i have won a tian po pendant 2day. This morning my frenz sms me to go to tianpo website to participate in a lucky draw. got a chance to win a pendant worth $328 and also $20 voucher.

Den i juz try it out. to me surprise, it says I HAVE WON A PENDANT !!

i faster call my fren check out izzit fake one, hahahaa, izzit juz a gimmick..

but she say is true, one day only got one winner, den she say i so lucky sia, she tried the 2nd time den got it de.. heheehee... upon seeing tat i have actually actually actually WON haha, i faster calll my mum n sister. thy thought wat happen, y i suddenly shout so loudly. hehee, i can't believe tat i have luck sia...

Sis is wearing it now~

Nothin is Impossible in this world

I LOVE EUU. 12:45:00 PM

I finally... Achieve my genting trip..
Conclusion: I'm feel tat i have not done enough for tis goal. Coz of some reasons, setbacks, emotions.. etc.. I juz feel tat maybe im not qualify enough to have tis opportunity.
But.... Overall, since ppl arn me gif me tis chance, support me all the way, i muz treasure and proceed on better, in order not to disappoint them...

I LOVE EUU. 12:40:00 PM