? Monday, September 1, 2008
Lost 1:
This morning, i was happily going out for work, coz is Mummy's birthday ! ^_^ Still told mum to buy chilli crab, at nite eat dinner together... Yeah !
Who noes, whn i was on my way to interchange to take bus, i realise somthing........ I realise my bracelet is not on my wrist !!! OmG, i was like... *damm, did i misplace it at hm? or lost it on the street? or in the bus? Hai !!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHit, i sms xiaomei ask her to check my bed or hse see whether got anot...Den i wait till arn 10am den call hm n ask mummy, sad to noe tat, it was not at hm..... haiz haiz haiz.....
It was a gift from Mummy. She wanted to support me to work in DW, she buy one bracelet to encourage me to do well in DW. Coz she say, to sell pple thing, is better to use one also, more convincing... From there onwards, i treasure this gift alot.. I have lost once before le, but luckily i found in at toilet... Lucky once, but not twice... Y Y Y!!!!!!!!!!! Really feel a deep impact of lost of something sia.... Haiz... Buy another one also no use anymore, meaning is not as strong as before liao...
I very weird de, always got this habit to check my accessories on my body everyday, everytime whenever i was free. My earing, necklace, amulet string, bracelet.... ARHGhhhh! y i will lost sia..?
Lost 2:
Someone tua me today. 1week ago, this person say he wan to buy the bracelet, den last min say he no money, ask me september go n find him again. Me just like an idiot, believing in wat he say. Whn he ask me go lunch, i pei him go, coz i dun wan him to have the tots tat Janice do finish sales le dun wan to mit liao, dao, etc... so in order to prevent this negative tots, many times whn he ask me to go lunch, i agree. Den he abit wat also la, haiz, hard to say here.... hmmm......sad.
Today is september 1. I ask him out for lunch, coz he say september then go find him abt the bracelet again mah.. So i jus did. in the end, whn i was taking out invoice n wanting to write, he say hold 1st. he dun wan to buy, i ask him y leh? tot say very early liao, promise liao.. Then he say ya la, but haiz, hold 1st lor. he dun need it now.
Den i told him, haiz, is ok la, if u dun wan jus tell me straight, no need to fu yan wo..
Haiz... Feel like slapping him. But after thinking, is my fault bah... Haiz.. Really no mood to say anymore..
Don't wish to disappoint anyone... I hope to do well in everything i do. In DW, dun wish to let Dage n Dajie down. In life, dun wish to let family down. But, many many times, i nv go n make life hard for others, none. But why muz i get this? Retribution?? Do i deserve all this? Haiz. No comments. Thats life..
Life is hard, road is bumpy. But as long aS we are strong n optimistic towards life. Nothing is a problem. ^_^ Coz i always tel myself, i mus be strong in order to motivate n entertain n brighten other pples life.. hehehehe.. Cheers!
I LOVE EUU. 9:26:00 PM
