THis Blog that i have created, started in July 2007. that time, it was a well-known trend. Why i choose to write my things in blog. Becos i'm a type of person, that i wun easily share my inner side of my tots n feelings to ppl. I m a mystery person to others. 1st impression ppl say is i'm attitude, haolian.. later impression ppl say is im complicated, likes to 自尋煩惱, stubborn, attitude.
My Character :
1) Think? Think about many many many.. Relevant or irrelevant. (Useful or rubbish). Think abt my actions, think abt wat ppl means-every word tat thy speak. Think abt ppls tots. Think abt every actions tat ppl done. Think abt family, frenz, work, future- Meaning of life.. Coz i really concern abt everything, either direct relate or not related to me..( thats my character?)
2) Stubborn? I stand firm on wat i think. I always wanna things to be logically agreeable by ppl. I have high requirements towards myself, ppl say i stress myself alot. Why? Becoz i always belief i can do better n better, coz nothing is impossible in this world. Humans is born to create miracle, i believe. If i failed, i will be very disappointed n reflect on wat i have done. Why? How? Next? Forever, i wun blame anyone, i will only blame myself. Coz things always takes 2 hands to clap.
3) Kaypoh? I hope all my frenz are gd, happy. I wun let my frenz kana bully. Coz i hate those ppl who are fake bullying my frens who is simple and gullible. Haiz. But sometimes i noe tat things are beyond my control. Coz who will belief a person u have known for mths compare to years. Ppl are like tat, i feel. I'm not saying im saint. juz tat, i juz dun wanna have regrets for not telling my frenz my tots.(even whn thy are not bothered at all,abt wat i told them.) Sometimes im very direct, sometimes i'll hint. Coz i understand tat, being too direct may hurt ppl.
4) Mystery? ppl whom known me for 10++ yrs told me. Frankly, thy dun noe me wat kind of person im actually. I juz like a open book with no words inside. Sometimes seems to noe me, sometimes thy dun. Not tat i dun wanna share. But who"? Hard to gain my trust? Sometimes i feel tat i have found tis person to share everything under the sun, but sometimes i feel tat, m i bothering ppl? coz i'm quite a problematic person. i like ppl to bother me, tell me their problems, coz thy trust me mah.
5) Sensitive? Whn a person action or attitude got slight changes, i will feel tat. Den again, link to my kaypohness, i try to find out more. Especially towards me, i'll be extreme sensitive... Boliao rite. But wat to do, build in de. Tis sensivitity sensor, cannot take out frm me de. if i sense tat, tis person got problem against me, i'll try to keep away, coz thy muz not feel tat i'm a nuisance mah. I dun wish to spread my negative to my frenz.
6) Flickle-minded n no confident? sometimes, i dunno which way to go. sometimes, actually deep inside me , i have choosen a route liao, but i'll still ask ask ppl for opinion. boliao huh? if ppl gave me the ans which i have choosen, i will be very confident, coz got ppl agree with my tots mah, if the opposite choice choosen, i'll re-think again.
7) Funny? I'm a crazy person last time. In class, i a well-known "Crazy Da Jie" coz i m really open, 天塌下儅被蓋. Haha, my Crazy grp consist of 6 members. I'm the leader. Everytime we will hang around 2gether, being crazy. One for all, all for one. Thy always say i sot sot, coz i believe one who is happy, will makes everything go smoothly, keeps everyone arn me in gd mood. One is gd, everythings wil be good. Also, laughing and being optimistic keeps one young lo.. Now hor, i'm not as crazy as last time le, if u can see my crazy side, den u muz be really lucky. coz of many things over many years, i feel tat my heart is getting older n older. I'm now more n more useless. I dun wan myself like tis lo. I wanna everyone arn me to feel tat tis world is beautiful sia. No worries, nth.
8)Remember? I always will think of past things. Mostly is those nice ones. The very 1st job i do. The day i went for a interview in DW. The many 1st thing i get to experience here. Remember those ppl who treat me gd all these years. 5yrs.. I will think of the days i'm in DIY store, the days whn i 1st started in dw. All i remember.. Remember coz is memories that i love. I learn, I experience, I gain, I do, .. consist of 喜怒哀樂..
I believe every single person needs:
Supports makes ones go further, do better, happier.
Encouragement also impt. Boost up ones confidences level
Notice and concern of ones presence and states. Makes a true fren
Willing to share, makes a frenz
People are the most impt in life. No matter wat we do, we are not alone. Always there is good and bad ppl. Ppl in different positions look at things differently. i believe Communication is the best tools btwn ppl.
I Want:
To be a happy-go-lucky person like before.
All the people i noe is doing gd n happy.
To earn MORE money to settle my family burden, bring them overseas.
To have my OWN car, OWN business
My true fren n i will be frenz for life.
Everything i have written here is wat i felt. My 1st song singing in public is (Tao wang by yanzi) This is the 1st song tat i actually sang in front of so many ppl alone. DW Boss request me to sing, he told me tis song is really meaningful.. I agree. Plus Yanzi n Amei are my favourite idol. I have a mini signatured collections of their albums. hehe...
I seldom wanna sing infront of ppl (*^_^*) Blush, but i like to sing.. hahaha, singer at hm nia.
Hello Kitty at front page coz kitty is my favourite.
There is every meaning behind everything.
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