? Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Oct 29:
Why?
hmmm... whn i reach hm, tok with parents, result was not very gd for me... thy thought i always wanna sell the product, wanna promote... hmm, of coz i really hope to climb up but i noe my family financial status well... juz suddenly dunno wat to say, juz sat at the kitchen , think think think... in the end, tap open... hahahahaaa
Juz thinking, many many things..
I have come to society to work for since 2003, and the main thing is, i never bring any helping hand to my family. i earn how much, spent how much.. 4 years le, wat have i done for tis family..
now i insist they muz support support support..
Thy are getting old le, dad is the main solebread winner in the family. for myself only got one word to describe (Useless)..
After much thoughts, i think that $$$ is the main goal for me.. But of coz lar, thru the proper channel to earn $$ lor.. hehe..
Wat is my interest, wat has future?
Not very important le...
Last time i always think tat running outdoor sales is wat i wan.. but, i think i m too naive bah...
its not as easy as i think.. currently as a sales coordinator, wat i do is mainly ADMIN JOB!
Damm it, i really hate it..
Oct 30:
really tired today.. whole body ache like hell, hand pain, back pain... u noe why?
from 12pm-5.45pm non-stop of writing, looking at PC check data... Even skip my lunch :(
Non-stop for 5hrs, sitting in front of pc, keep writing, checking, writing, checking... hai~
Although time flies whn we are busy, but... hard to describe feelings, only i noe....
Colleagues ask me "wah, u so steady ar, hold 2jobs, not tired ar?"
i told them not tired at all, becos i dun treat job as job.. i treat it as a learning school, a place for me to learn many many new things... ^_^
i love my marketing job alot, not becos of $$, becos of the ppl there, really nice ppl, hehe, always wan me go down drink kopi.. Learnt alot here..
<^----Positive thinking-----^>
I LOVE EUU. 9:56:00 PM